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NOJOMO Score Board
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Score Board

Thank you to everyone who participated in NOJOMO 2021. I'm sorry I dropped the ball at the end!

So, the prize list was:

30 Days: 3 months BloopXtra
15 - 29 Days: 1 month BloopXtra

The winners are:

30 Days:

Squish - 3 months Bloopxtra

15 - 29 Days:

Oprah Noodlemantra
His Brown Eyed Girl
Greta Garbage

Congratulations! Steve will be awarding you soon!
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Happy Dec!
by valencia
Yesterday I had an interview with a law firm in California with HR! I feel like it went well but afterwards I felt so damn hopeless. I just get so damn depressed because I have zero patience and it is damn torture being away from Ryan. It sucks, I feel like part of me is missing when we are apart. I know that sounds Cliché but it is true.

I mean atleast I am getting interviews, just a couple of months ago, I wasn't so atleast interviews are happening now. And usually that always points to thinking positive and landing a job from one of these interviews. On Tuesday I had a phone interview with another law firm and they told me that would definitely offer me a interview via zoom and would let me know next week for a date and time soo I am happy about that.

I just wish something would pan out sooner rather than later.

In the meantime I am trying to keep positive and hopeful that something will happen and Ryan will be here in a few weeks so that is something to look forward too. He is also applying for a better paying job/2nd job so he can save up faster so I can move.

Anyways that is all I have for rn!

I will keep you all updated.
-Valencia
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NOJOMO DAY 28 - A Note From the Organizer

I need to sincerely apologize for being a crap NOJOMO host this year! It was so easy last year as it was quiet and we didn't really do much for Thanksgiving. This year we had my parents staying with us all week and there was literally NO time to turn on my laptop (except on Monday). To those who continued on without the prompts, I applaud you! To those who gave up because I didn't provide prompts the past week, that's on me.

We have 2 days left and I'll be determining winners. Let's continue without prompts for the last two days.

Beth
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Advice Spiritual Warfare...
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

Hi Trish.  The Holy Spirit will kill these things quick.  In addition, you have spirits from your childhood, rejection and fear to name two.  This list will remove everything.  Make it your #1  priority of 2020.

 

  God loves you dearly & wants you well.  Your condition is serious & prayer & Bible study alone will not work.  This list will.  This list has healed hundreds.  Treat it like a college course. Take it slow & sure.  One step at a time, not all at once. 

        Go to the web site & read about all the testimonies of people who have done the list.  Hit the "Testimonial" button.  Go to the Facebook site "Blessings" & read about all the miracles people received after following the list. It will encourage you.  This list will allow you to weaken the demonic strongholds in your life and cast them out forever.  
         To remove sin, sickness, curses & spirits you must weaken them first. Once weakened, they are easy to remove.  This list will break their hold on your life & their power.  Perform it with everything you have. You must fight for your life.

        Demons get into the person in layers, so to speak.  You must start to remove the layers.  It's a process.  You did not get into this condition overnight & you won't get out of it overnight. When all the layers of wounds & spirits are removed you will be cured & heading into your new destiny in Christ.  Here are a few tips that will speed up the process for you. It must be done with sincerity, precision & desperation:

1.  Make a literal numbered list of all the people in your life that have hurt you significantly from childhood to present, dead or alive.  Pray Mt. 5:44 over each of them exactly as the verse is written.   Repent to God for holding bad feelings and emotions toward them.  You must not only forgive them but release the ought (negative emotions) in your soul for them.  Pray sincerely and fervently for them (Mt. 6:14-15, Col. 3:12-13), if they are still alive (for parents see #3).

2.  Make a literal numbered list of all the things you do not like about yourself.  Repent over each of them.  Release and forgive yourself.  Pray hard and release the ought (negative feelings) you have for yourself.  Release your mistakes and regrets.  Don't stop until all the emotions of self disgust, self hate & condemnation are gone.  If you have bad feelings about yourself it will block your recovery and deliverance.  Self hatred is as bad as hating others.

3.  If you were raised by dysfunctional parents and you rebelled against them in your youth and dishonored them, the demons put a curse on you (Gen. 9:24-27, Ex. 20:12, Dt. 5:16, Eph. 6:1-3, Dt. 27:16, Mt. 15:4) even if your parents were at fault.  Renounce and repent of this sin.  Apologize to them if they are alive.  Apologize to God.  Release them out of your soul to God and let them go.

4.  Make a literal list of the top 10 negative thoughts spirits put into your mind every day.  Repent of receiving & believing them.  Reject, renounce & rebuke each of them separately & cast them out forever (II Cor. 10:3-5).  Find a Scripture that contradicts each of them (Isa. 26:3).  Replace them (Phil 4:8).  Write it down!  Apologize to God for listening to demon thoughts in your mind and not His Word (Col. 3:16).

5.  Pray aggressively for the Gift of Godly Sorrow.  Of all the people you may have hurt over the years, including yourself, actually hurt your Heavenly Father the most.  He was wounded by your behavior.  Sorrow for hurting Him is healing & life changing (II Cor. 7:8-10).  Your tears will heal you (Ps. 56:8, Rev. 7:17, 21:4).

6.  If you are able, start speaking in Tongues off and on all day (read my web site article "Glossa" on the "Teaching" page). The demons hate it & don't know what you are saying or how to stop the prayers.  The Holy Spirit interprets the language & applies it to your needs (I Cor. 14:2,4,14,15,18,22,32,39.).  If not able, go to next step.

7.  Read John 14, 15, 16 and Mt. 8, 9 over several times & absorb as many of these wonderful life saving truths you can.

8.  Watch the video 'Overcoming Rejection' or 'Anxiety Disorders' or 'Miracle Blockers' or "Auto Immune Diseases' or 'Ministering to the Mentally Ill' depending on your situation.  They are life savers & on point to almost all of your issues.   www.youtube.com/houseofhealingaz.  

9.  You must DO this list and not just read or consider it.  The demons will tell you that it is overwhelming.  It is not.  Take it slow and sure. Simply take it one step at a time.  Not all at once. Keep going.  Keep fighting and you will be healed by the power of the Holy Spirit and God's Word. If you give up you will face dire consequences and many more years of heartache.

10.  Immediately stop complaining & blaming yourself & others (Mt. 6:14-15, James  4:11).  It will block your healing & deliverance in it's tracks.

11.  Go to the web site & hit the "Teaching" button. Read the short article on "How Satan Controls the Mind" & "Satan's Counter-attack."  The demons will attack your life to distract you from this list.  If things get worse temporarily it is a good thing.

12.  Follow the 10 step process to victory the Apostle James taught.  It is powerful & never fails (James 4:7-11).  You will be cured. 

13.  After you have completed the list try the 'self deliverance' button on the web site at the top  (www.hardcorechristianity.com).  Do it at a time when you are humble, desperate & broken or sensing the Holy Spirit. Release the soul wounds & the spirits & the illnesses from your body.  Yawning, coughing, etc. are the spirits and wounds coming out of you. It means you have the anointing.

14.  If you have no desire to fight for your life, read the article under the Teaching button on the Hardcore web site:  "The Glorious Gift of Hate."  After the Lord has given you this gift you will be ready for spiritual warfare.  Ask Him to give it to you and don't stop praying until you get it. 

15.  Don't do your own deliverance or healing program.  As you experienced, It won't work.  Only do this list & self deliverance based on this list.  Don't sit around watching healing & deliverance videos.  You will get more confused.  If you have gone thru deliverance before, release it & start over.  It failed because you or they missed something on this list. 

16.  Please come to the Arizona Deliverance Center for a visit when the Lord opens the door.  Contact me before coming for scheduling.  Plan on staying Thursday thru Saturday.  The Lord Jesus loves you & wants you well (John 14:21).                             Bro. Mike.


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Letter.
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

I never in a million years thought I would be writing a message to a rapper. I have no idea if youll ever see this, if youll think Im weird or simply not care, but I am gonna say on anyways. I dont even know why I want to tell you about  my story, except that the heart you have in your music, and the time you take for your fans answering questions, is beautiful. You and your girlfriend are an amazing team ,and I am grateful to have been able to listen to the music. Alot of what you talk about, I relate to. I was always called ugly, always made fun of, even if now I realize thast what it was, I didnt then. Took me years to realize they werent laughing with me but AT me. Anyways, whatever. 

I was born out of wedlock like so many others. I was unplanned, and probably not wanted at first, though I cant say for sure. There is much to my history that is shrouded in secrecy and lies, but regardless, I was born. Adopted at 4 months old, by a Christian couple who could not have children of their own. They had almost adopted twice before, but it fell through. Then they came across me, and dived in headfirst. From the frying pan to the fire, it was, but I am getting ahead of myself, as I am prone to do. My birth mother kept taking me back, and Christmas was the last time. I would come back to the adopted parents reeking to high heavens of smoke, and I was very ill. But they wanted me anyways, had so much love to give. So the night they came to pick me up, their brand new car engine blew up. 6 months later, our house burnt to the ground. All my life that kinda harsh trauma and bizarre things followed me around, always seem to be boxed in by the darkness, no matter how much I reached for the light. 

In 2013 I had 2 back to back heart attacks, in my 20's. In 2014, I had some really bizarre x files meets twilight zone shit start happening to my body. Found out later had Lyme dis----ease forever. and noone caught it. Had some weird ass thing moving by itself around my neck like an electric eel ( yeah i can prove it. i have a video on here of it. funny.....out of all the vidoes i ever made, the ony that got 8K hits was the one where I was showing them, the '' monsters inside me ''.)

The running theory is that Im demon posessed said by thousands of people who never met me. Done being their sideshow circus freak. If God calls me home so be it, I did my time in this prison planet. Anyways, the doctors wouldnt help me, it was like they were being sneaky and I was never a paranoid person, I loved people and from my first memroy, only ever wanted to help and heal the humans on this planet. I really...Believed I could make a difference. That was MY dream. And it fell apart like the ashes in my hands. I also was an alcoholic, started drinking heavily when the doctors only wanted to give me pain meds, and not help a bit. Thats when I learned what big pharma really did t ome and so many others like me. I know what youre talking about alot in your songs dealing with alcoholism, tho we all handle it in our own ways. I also used to do drugs, came from a really effed up childhood, even with so called Christian parents.And yes I was with women in my lifetime, but I fall in love with souls not faces/gender. I dont bash anyone, and I hope noone bashes me but believe me I have had my share of being called names regarding that. Strange thing is, I really do love God. Incredibly much. 

Wanna know a secret? Alot of the people with the label Christian are some of the cruelest and meanest to ever walk the planet. And some are not. 

I feel so stupid for writing this to you. I just...Want you to know that you inspire me not to give up completely on my dream. You probably hear that a million times a week litearlly. But never let yourself get numb to the fact that behind the words people type to you blah blah blah on and on,  is a real person, who is living and breathing, that has a heart, and a soul, and a face, and mostly very broken hearts.

This life...Can either be a school, or a prison. I still havent been able to get most doctors to listen to me, and after 9 years of this, and 27 years of hell before that? Im not too hopeful that the BEAST system will ever acknowledge Morgellons as anythig other than a crazy persons dis ease. Or be willing to get this thing outta my neck. My doctor even felt it move for herself and all she had to say was ' ive never seen anything like that '. End of story. And frankly who needs them anyways? The lies of spies and all that. God bless you Tom, and Nova. Theres just something about you...Made me reach out. Maybe one day we will all live in a world where LOVE is the highest rule of the land, I hope I live to see it. 

You know what? I know I got about a 1% chance that you will actually see this message or want to watch this, but if you ever get bored for 5 minutes, and want to see what I am talking about this is it. It is seen in the first 5 mins. This was back in 2018, wow. Anyways. Thats it. Thanks for putting up with me, if you read this.  Have a wonderful life, both of you.   https://www.facebook.com/AriaVolkovia/videos/10156967140079468

 

 

 


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First off, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone (if you celebrate it). I didnt realize till I got home today how long it has been since I wrote an entry! I had a great time with family today, friends...well, not sure I can really call anyone a friend at this point. I thought I had friends, but when they bail on you last minute all the time, you start to realize maybe they just faked it to your face so that you would feel good about life or their friendship or whatever. Anyway, I took this entire week off from work, I had plenty of PTO to cover it.
 

Everything was fine but my coworkers were really being shit heads about me taking the week off. I told em hey, I need a mental break from this place cause Im literally on the verge of just losing it all. Once I get on my warpath, its over, I will tear down and breakdown anyone and everything in front of me and once its done, its done, I never go back. So I needed a break....


I thought I had everything figured out when I moved half way across the country. Truth be told, this week off has allowed me to dig deep into my soul and look at myself. And I dont like what Ive been seeing, I thought I liked the person I was becoming.? But if the people around you tell you otherwise, what are you suppose to believe? I guess my perception of who I wanted to become was not a good one.? I just need the right direction, but from who, what or where that direction will come from, I have no clue. And thats what I have asked myself all week, what is it that Im looking for?


I really thought that I was finally hitting my stride and becoming the man I wanted to become but there's all these curve balls that life throws at you, no matter how big or small and those can derail your life in a heartbeat. Im not gonna lie, Ive spent the last few evenings wrapped up in a bottle and some good music, wondering what Im doing, where Im going, who do I call a friend, do I even have friends, am I a good friend??? Ive killed myself this week, just breaking myself down mentally and looking at my inner self. Is this what I want?? I honestly wasnt going to spend my week off doing this but it might be a good thing because Im obviously not happy with where I am at.

 

We all have demons and all of a sudden these demons have decided to come out and give me time to think about my life and where Im going. Im just so confused, I thought things were great and then I look at myself in the mirror and I lose it, I think about my dads passing several years ago, who he would want me to be, I think about those I thought were my friends, I think about all the negative things. Then when I tell myself to focus on the positive, its hard to do that when there is nothing there to look forward to. I thought I had a good support system, but when no one is there when you need them, you know its mostly a dream....

 


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You know what's great? Getting a hot tub and then it not working. LOL We just had it delivered on Monday after many altered arrival times. And today the electrical was done and now the jets aren't going. I guess it's because there's probably air trapped somewhere and now we're waiting for a tech to come from the hot tub place tomorrow. So yeah. Yaaaaayyyy hot tub.


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NOJOMO DAY 23
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 23 Prompt

If you could visit anywhere on Earth for a one-month vacation, where would you go and what would you do?
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Will be composing my book here, before I take it to publishing. Praying this site will hold out long enough for me to get it done.

I was born out of wedlock like so many others. I was unplanned, and probably not wanted at first, though I cant say for sure. There is much to my history that is shrouded in secrecy and lies, but regardless, I was born. Adopted at 4 months old, by a Christian couple who could not have children of their own. They had almost adopted twice before, but it fell through . Then they came across me, and dived in headfirst. From the frying pan to the fire, it was, but I am getting ahead of myself, as I am prone to do. My birth mother kept taking me back, and Christmas was the last time. I would come back to the adopted parents reeking to high heavens of smoke, and I was very ill. But they wanted me anyways, had so much love to give. So the night they came to pick me up, their brand new car engine blew up. 6 months later, our house burnt to the ground. 

 

I have started this about 10 times. I have to follow through. I have no idea how I am still alive. I am having a hard time right now. I think people have a misconception of me based on the fact that I am not constantly telling everyone what this illness is doing to me. Y'all have read my articles and ' poetry ' from a few years ago and even a year ago, but no one cept maybe 2 people knows whats really going on with me, and those people have tried like hell to help me. I am living in a perpetual hell since 2015 when I first got sick with what they are labelling ' Morgellons ' AND Lyme AND a very growing parasitic infection, okay. ( Those who know the truth will comprehend what I am saying there ) Anyways, this has caused massive damage to both bones and muscle and nerves in my body, unfortunately affecting my spine all the way to the very top of my head, ears, lymphs, tissue, down to the very cells and organs in my body. I some days feel my body weight is going to be too much for my head, which is why I have lost as much weight as I have, and I still need to lose more yet. My neck is bitten to heck, and I have scars all over my chest and various other parts of my body from this crap. I am sick and tired of praying every day that my neck will not snap, or my heart won't give out, or my brain won't fall outta my head. Literally. You have no idea till you experience this. My ribs have been crushed to the breaking point several times, my back feels like a hot iron is on it, burning me almost constantly especially at night. My hands and chest are red as beets and burn. I have some kind of acid that feels almost boiling at times, its sickening. I have had green bile like substance come out OF MY STOMACH, for no good reason. I have a deviated septum from this shit burrowing up and into my brain. I have head DENTS all over, fractures of my skull. Had 2 heart attacks and mini strokes, all of this is documented by the way. My chest is constantly being attacked and back of my neck and head, and its just becoming too much for me. Their damn medicines didnt work and I daresay almost killed me and then the natural remedies stir this shit up to the point of crawling around on the floor screaming and begging for death only to be like JESUS I DIDNT MEAN THAT I DONT WANNA DIE. Its the most painful, mind numbingly terrifying TORTURE on the face of this planet, and you will NEVER be able to make up for how shitty some of you have made me feel for being ill. DOCTORS ARE COMMITING SUICIDE NOW BECAUSE THEY SEE WE WERE TELLING THE TRUTH. They couldnt handle the guilt of making us as a whole feel like they did. Do your damn research before you call someone nuts okay? EDUCATE yourself. Hmm what did they used to say on the L word? Oh right. Check yourself before you wreck yourself. And yes I have made a whole lot of mistakes in my life, but I am forgiven by God, so who are you to hold a grudge? I have tried to love, tried to be a light, and the few times I had really good people in my life, I mucked it up because I was foolish. I am not foolish now. And no one deserves what we are going through. No one...Not even you.

 

I was 16 when I left home to go to Michigan. The circumstances led me to try a drug which then controlled alot of my actions for the rest of my life. I hurt a lot of people emotionally because of it, and I am sorry. I will however say that I have been targeted by something really terrible since by birth, and I used to say that I was ' born wrong '. I got really sick when I was in my 20s after suffering massive pain in my teeth for 15 years. I now know that I was tortured. My question here is simple. For people out there who were drug addicts, alcoholics, prostitutes, pill poppin, whatever. ( This world was wrong abotu all of that but thats for another day ) I have a question for you. Does that mean that the TI PROGRAM...BEAST SYSTEM. PIECE OF SHIT LAW PEOPLE WHO ARE CROOKED AND DIRTY ( There are some who arent but they are becoming rarer ) And anyone else connected to the system that controls this prison planet, does that give them a right to torture and ''' punish '''' them??? DOES IT? Because I am pretty sick and tired of this. I go for years at a time doing nothing wrong as far as illegal anything...And if I ever messed up with drugs in my past|? IMMEDIATELY it was like a portal opened for really bad shit to attach to me, make me see things, and follow and harass me for a long time afterwards. Mind you, I didnt know about targeting back then, so I just thought those people were freaking weird and needed to quit staring at me and following me and BEFORE I KNEW? I told them so happily lol. Learning abotu the truth of this world has turned me into a mamby pamby needy little girl. CORRECTION: THIS BANDING TUBE SYSTEM IN MY BODY THAT IS CONNECTED TO SOME HIGH TECHNOLOGY has turned me into that. I AM NOT WEAK. Not the real Trish. Most of you dont know the real Trish cuz she didnt take this shit from anyone, technology or no technology. I need to know what in the world to do when you get this advanced? I have never found anyone with it built so strongly in them before. Like a huge rubber hose threaded everywhere AND YET I AM STILL IN HERE SCREAMING AND NO ONE DOES ANYTHING. I am not putting that on anyone reading this. I am just saying. Its not like I havent been documenting my journey here, and I AM BEING HURT PHYSICALLY VERY BADLY JUST FOR TYPING THIS. You wouldnt believe what they are doing to me because I am voicing this. Searing hot pain in every joint, throbbing in organs. Oh yeah. I cant feel my organs anymore. Nope. Nothing. ITS LIKE BEING IN ANOTHER BODY YET IM HERE. And no matter what anyone says, I am quite intelligent and sane. I am crazy tho. Crazay like a fox. And trust me, those who are saying they care about me and really arent on the good side? I see you too. Just...Its not my problem. MATRIX AGENTS is what they are and frankly...They really dont want to incur the wrath of any divine protection we may have left, so they drop us clues sometimes. Warnings. Puzzle pieces. And most of us are too scared or dense to realize what is happening. All about the NARROW WAY. And most will miss it. Yet there are millions of people who call themselves Christians. How is that few? FEW THERE BE THAT FIND IT. My question then. No matter what we have done in our past, does that give them an ACTUAL RIGHT to do this to us? I believe it is cosmic injustice. Literally.

A lost bird, gliding over twilight beaches, wings gently forming a perfect glissade, in the almost blue black night. A crow, gone wrong. Hearing the masters voice wasnt so easy after beign thrown down here. ALone, in the dark. Forever searching. Forever wandering. Forever aching. For home. Because it certainly isnt here. Yet part of the punishment of coming willingly to this planet is the memory loss, the complete wiping out of the memories of the only Kindgom that is powerful enough to beat the dark ones. Who come out of hiding at night, wearing their cloaks of slow death. Let them touch you and you will be uploded to the torture p rogram. Oh it looks so good....Eve and the apple once more. Yet...Its not an apple and Im not Eve. And yet................

 

I hate being STUCK. Being caged behind your own eyes, while autopilot takes over your body is no fun either, it is a living death. They were not far off in calling us the walking dead. Except we few...Who can still remember what it is like to smell the breeze, and feel the air on our skin. We have to remember what it was like to BE IN this environment that has now caged us like a prisoner behind bars. A free jail sentence, one and all, come and get it. CAGED FREEDOM, that's what it is. Others are always sick and running to ER. I used to be like that. Till I realized they cant and wont help us. They are told not to, when are you all going to get it? ITS ALL RIGGED. Rigged to make us fail. And we either give up, or give in, or we fight.

I dont know what happens with the decisions we have made in our lives BEFORE we knew the truth and saw the world for what it really is. Idk what it means, all the dumb, reckless, stupid, and outright WRONG choices we made before we became aware it was all rigged. I don't know. I do know that a lifetime of being beaten down just for being alive. Being made to feel like shit, because we were the horse, not the shit. Being made to feel worthless by people who knew damn well that we were worth EVERYTHING, perhaps more than them. Thats the thing. The real slimeballs and scumbags of this world were the ones who pounded us down. Not everyone was made/created for the same purpose, and those vessels of dishonor that were created to be examples of evil, they tried to turn us into one of them. Tried to fill us so full of lies, and worth less ness, that we couldnt even lift our heads, while the creeps of this Earth walk around with their heads held high, and are arrogant sons of bitches. Yes I did just say that.

Then those same lowlifes target us and hurt us, and use weapons most of us cant see against us, and pay people little bits of money to h arass us. WHAT COULD YOU POSSIBLY ( IF YOU HAVE ANY HEART OR SOUL LEFT, OR ARE YOU JUST A MEAT SUIT CARCASS? ) What could you possibly gain that would be worth hurting people ON PURPOSE? That money you love so much? POOF will go up in smoke soon. That house, that car, that job, that person? ALL COULD BE GONE IN AN INSTANT. How dare you play God with other people's lives? You are in danger more than any of your victims. And God help you. Seriously. When our Creator makes things right? God help you.

I am not mincing words. We are either vessels of honor or dishonor and only the Creator knows who is who. I dont want the job of judging that. I just wanted to be allowed to love, and live, and breathe, and dance, and laugh, and drink if I want to without having to feel bad for fucking breathing.

I may offend some of you, and Im sorry for that. Or at least I want to be there. The wishing for it is there regardless ha. I can't...Take it anymore. OH AND then I am an empath so I feel everyone elses pain too and people make that osund so soft and shit, NO. We feel your pain, AND WE FEEL YOUR ANGER, AND YOUR HATE, AND YOUR PERVERTED EMOTIONS AND THOUGHTS, AND EVEN YOUR MURDEROUS EMOTIONS. Im tired of people making empaths something to be pitied because we feel everyones pain poor us. We feel every sick disgusting fiber of YOUR being, and somehow have to not let that mix with our own shit, as well as guard our light, and our emotions, and our thoughts ,and hearts, and minds, and bodies FROM ALL OF YOUR SICKNESS INSIDE AND OUT. Okay? This is real talk. So just...Man I might lose some friends for this video but thats okay with me. Weeds out those that aren't supposed to be around me. I am upset today. I am upset that I am upset, and sad, and a little angry, and I miss SOME THINGS about the way my life used to be. But Pattie is gone. Alot is gone. I just pray I don't go with it, someday. Have a good night.


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NOJOMO DAY 22
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO 21 Prompt

what is your greatest achievement? Why?
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Dream
by valencia
Last night I had a dream of my mom and Ryan hanging out together. It was such a beautiful sight, and in the dream she was so excited to hang out with him and I was there but I wasn't. It was very bizarre in the sense I never dream of my mom like ever. I think in the 11 years of my mommy being deceased, I have only dreamt like one time. It rattled me a bit because now I want to know what it means. I think it means though that she is happy and excited for me that I have Ryan and that she approves. It makes me so fucking sad though that she will never meet him and that bothers me, makes me so upset. Like if God exists I hope she is able to look down at me and is so excited and happy for me. She will never meet him but in this dream they were best friends and I loved that. I really wish this was real though. They were hanging out like they were best friends, and I wish I had that opportunity that they would of met in person. I woke up happy but also sad, happy because I believe she was giving me her approval at least that is what i believe the dream to translate too. but sad and angry also because they will never meet in person. I am convinced she sent him to me. Like anyone that knows my mom and then meets Ryan would be like, oh wow they are a lot alike. I am bawling just typing this it makes me angry. I wish this dream would of turned into reality. It will never be reality though and it sucks.

Anyways I needed to get this out.
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NOJOMO DAY 20 - BUST!

OH MAN I SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My mom is coming tomorrow and I've been cleaning and forgot to post today's prompt!

NOJOMO DAY 21

If you could visit anywhere on Earth for a one-month vacation, where would you go and what would you do?
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COMING OUT GOLD.
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

If this doesn't apply, let it fly: I never thought sickness groups could look so much like high school. People competing for ' sickest ' status. Its disgusting, literally makes me feel like I am going to hurl. And degrading to those of us who have suffered for so long. I really could care less right now if this makes people mad. I was confronted by a troll who made fun of me for thinking I was ' sicker than they are'. If anyone takes a look at my videos, and HAS the monster, I have yet to meet them. Minus one person. Just... These groups, WE CREATED THEM FIRST, WE WERE THE LITERAL FORERUNNERS, because we wanted SOLUTIONS, not to sit around and bemoan our shit ok. A friend of mine and I have been working tirelessly, making ourselves guinea pigs to get CURED not just lack of symptoms,. And those of you who insist you can't be cured from things, can just delete me now. I LOVE ALL HUMANS, but I no longer have the time to waste on some of this petty shit. I am the sweetest girl you will probably ever meet, and I take alot of shit before I get like this. But this is me, putting my foot down. If you want HEALED, come along on this journey. If you just want to sit in this, and let it consume you, please I beg of you,,,,DONT. Just because you dont see the possibilites of being healed and cured does NOT mean they dont exist. Because you have never heard of something does NOT mean it doesnt exist. I spent YEARS freaking out and being scared. IM DONE. Its better off you know now...Im coming out GOLD in the end. This fire burns like...Hell....Get it? Come with me if you want, TO TRUE HEALING, but please...Dont try to hold others down, and for petes sakes STOP making suffering a competition. I love you and pray for all of us every single day. I am having a terrible time even breathing right now let alone writing, but I will try. For you. For me. I have just lost my brother in a really terrible way, he was 3 years older then I am. I found out my grandma died and noone bothered to tell me like I said before. I have turend into an adrelaline fiend in other words, I have to have caffeine in order to function, otherwise it is not me controlling my own body. Everything is clogged up to the max, even into my very mouth. All of the pathways are carved by the enemies of my soul, and God only knows what is transported into them. I am not a scared little cub anymore. I SEE YOU. I know the truth. And you wont get away with this. I am growing into a lioness and I am bout to roar. THESE WARS ARE CARVING ME INTO SOMETHING USEFUL TO GOD AND TO MANKIND. We have to do this together, or what is the point? GET IT. WHAT DONT KILL US WILL ONLY MAKE US STRONGER. <3

 


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NOJOMO DAY 19
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 19

I suck! I know! So it's another Free Form Friday! Write about whatever you want! Just write! :)
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NOJOMO DAY 18
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 18 Prompt

Write a letter to someone that you always want to thank but have never had the chance to do so.
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Nevermind
by valencia
I swear every time I write here, something bizarre happens in my life. It is so damn weird. Anyways though I am not having surgery because the hospital called me yesterday and was asking me for a copay to get hospitalized. And before you think well duh, insurances require that but I have insurance that covers my copays and I have never ever paid a copay ever. So that is why I did not think to save a copay (2k) or anything if the hospital would of told me months before then I would of saved at the min half of it. So I canceled it, and it totally sucks but I am going to continue my pre-op liquid diet since I am already on it anyways. I am going to do it for two weeks and see if I could lose some weight. I am super down about this and it just sucks but I have to get over it and accept it ain't happening. Maybe when I move I will be able to but for now it ain't happening. Then I got rejected from another job in Cali just today and it just sucks because I just feel like it will never happen at this point. Obviously I just feel super down right now but I won't give up. I am now going back to applying to jobs since I have nothing now holding me back.
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NOJOMO DAY 17
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 17 Prompt

For us Americans, Thanksgiving is almost a week away. It's a tradition to give thanks and say what we're grateful for. So here's today's prompt:

What are you most grateful for?
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NOJOMO DAY 16
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 16 Prompt

Is there a dream job out there that you always wanted to do but never did? What stopped you from achieving this dream?
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NOJOMO DAY 15
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 15 - Prompt

Where do you see yourself in 6 months? 1 year? 5 years? 10 years?
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NOJOMO DAY 14
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 14 Prompt

What is your idea of a family?
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NOJOMO DAY 13
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 13

If you were a superhero, what would be your name and your superpowers?
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NOJOMO DAY 12
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO 12 Prompt

I thought I'd mix it up a little and instead of a prompt, how about a good, old fashioned survey instead? Remember these? What a throw back!

1. First Name:
2. Were you named after any anyone?
3. Do you wish on stars?
4. Which finger is your favourite?
5. When did you last cry?
6. Do you like your handwriting?
7. What is your favourite lunch meat?
8. Any bad habits?
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you?
11. Are you a daredevil?
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
13. Do looks matter?
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
16. Do fish have feelings?
17. Are you trendy?
18. How do you release anger?
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard your stomach hurt?
21. What was your favourite toy as a child?
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
24. Have you ever been on radio or television?
25. Do u keep a journal?
26. What is your favorite movie?
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
29. What are your nicknames?
30. Would you bunjee?
31. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off?
32. What are you worried about right now?
33. Do you ever wear overalls?
34. Do you think that you are strong?
35. What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
36. Whats your favourite colour/s?
37. What is your least fav. thing in the world?
38. How many wisdom teeth do you have?
39. Are you in love with anyone?
40. How many people have a crush on you right now?
41. Who do you miss most right now?
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NOJOMO DAY 11
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 11

Sorry it's late. This time change has me groggy at night! Today is Veteran's Day in the U.S. Two prompts to choose from today (for those who aren't from the U.S.!

Do you have a veteran in the family? Tell us about them!

If you could have personally witnessed one event in history, which would it be?
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NOJOMO DAY 10
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 10 Prompt

Write about your first kiss or first sexual experience, don't leave out any details!

NOJOMO DAY 10 Creative Prompt

Taste the Rainbow: What does your favorite color taste like?
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NOJOMO DAY 9
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Day 9

If you won the lottery, what would you do with your new found money? Would you still work? If so, at the same job you have now or somewhere else?

NOJOMO Day 9 - Creative Prompt

7 Days, 7 Lines: Write a poem where each line/sentence is about each day of last week
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NOJOMO DAY 8
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Day 8 Prompt

Time change sucks! But you know what doesn't? NOJOMO!!!

What's the worst thing that you've ever done to somebody? What's the worst thing that's ever been done to you?
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NOJOMO DAY 7
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Day 7 Prompt

Has your life turned out the way you expected? Why and why not?

NOJOMO Day 7 Creative Writing Prompt

Pick a song and write a poem based loosely on that song
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NOJOMO DAY 6
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Day 6

Man, two days in a row...sorry! :(

Do you believe in astrology? Why or why not?
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NOJOMO DAY 5
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO DAY 5

So sorry I didn't post prompts for today already!

Going to shake things up a bit this year and introduce FREE FORM FRIDAY!

Free Form Friday is when you don't have a prompt but I challenge you to write an entry about any topic you'd like!
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NOJOMO DAY 4
by NOJOMO 2021
NOJOMO Day 4

Strong start! Let's keep writing! I'm still looking for more prompts. If you have any ideas please message them to me!

Prompt

If you could live during any historical period, which would it be and why?

Creative Writing Prompt

Write a poem about nature
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To all Americans:

Here it is: November is upon us. How did it come so fast? I always feel the year has been shockingly fast every time this month comes around. For instance, the end of this month marks 1 year of living in our “forever home”. I just can’t believe it!

I have a question for all/:

What are you most thankful for? Are there any Thanksgiving memories? Traditions?

For instance, in my family someone always makes “tortilla treats” that is always part of Thanksgiving meal. We make them for Christmas and New Years, too. Only this time of year for some reason!

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