♫Redbone by Childish Gambino♫
Today is another day. I have learned the amazingness of being able to plug my laptop into my tv so I can watch American Netflix or whatever movie I want to watch from the internet. Makes my heart happy. The little things make me happy!
I bailed on my cousin and on my boss for lunch today. I just don't feel like going out and seeing people yet. I honestly could sit on government assistance for the next while and be okay with it. I just don't think I'm okay with the forward motion of my financial career. I know I need something new, just don't know what it is yet that I want to pursue.
I'm getting frustrated and jealous today. Mi decided there were other things that he needed to do besides talk to me, which isn't normal. I jokingly said that he was talking to his other girlfriends, I know he isn't just sometimes I don't feel him liking me as much as I like him. Yes I know there will always be one person who likes the other more then the other one.
Good news is that I only need to do laundry to be ready to go back to work. It will be a few loads of laundry, however, I just don't even want to do that anymore either.
I'm stuck. I'm in a rut, maybe? I'm not sure what the point is to me being here anymore.