|There are times when my cat is the only thing that keeps me from ending my own life. I figure my boyfriend can take care of himself if I'm gone. He doesn't need me. My cat, however, is utterly dependent upon me, and I can't let him down. |
Oh, and I wish I could leave the US because the political and social scene here has just gone down the toilet, but I don't have the qualifications to leave and start a new life somewhere else. That's part of why I feel such despair and hopelessness and sometimes think I should just end it all.