ARGH
Not going to type very much because it is past 1 in the morning and I need to be in bed but I wanted to update none the less! Lets see I got up this morning fully intent on cleaning up some more, thankfully yesterday I was able to get the entire bedroom and bathroom spotless so naturally I want to do the same with the rest of the house. Well I woke up not feeling so great but I figured it was just me being sleepy from working so hard the day before. By noon however it was obvious that both Isabel and I needed a nap so we laid down! I got to lay down about 45 minutes before I heard what sounded like someone banging on my front door. So I hauled my fat ass out of bed and stumbled into the kitchen to find momma standing on the other side of the door struggling with my dogs!! NOOOOOO I didn't want them back yet, I wanted to get the house done first! I couldn't very well turn her away at the door though so I of course let her in and the first thing those creatures did was start wrecking havoc! I was NOT a happy camper...anyway momma only hung around for a few minutes then left me to my fate with the animals.
After momma left I dozed back off on the couch for a few minutes but it wasn't long before I heard Isabel waking up so I had to go take care of her. THEN momma called me, I forget about what...we were having a lovely conversation when I got back on the topic of animals. I was just explaining to momma how it was hard on me to wait for the time a fence could be put up out back because I didn't have the energy to fight the dogs when she got mad at me for not having enough patience and hung up on me! So I hung up the phone and realize that I'm feeling really puny..turns out I must have come down with something because I have a slight fever GREAT!! So for the next hour or so I just laid about on the couch dozing off (don't worry Isabel was perfectly safe in her play pen right in front of me).
John beeped me from work about 6 o clock to let me know that he was going to be on his way home soon, he just had to run his boss to the grocery store (Barry can't drive at night, he has an eye condition). Well while he was waiting for Barry to get done we were beeping back and forth (obviously we have Nextel two way phones lol) talking about how his day went and how bad I felt when his stupid phone started messing up. One half of the time it'd let me through and the rest of the time it would tell me that he was busy even though he wasn't doing anything on the phone to make it busy! So that got on my nerves pretty bad but we finally got it to fix and John told me that he was going to call my grandmother to get me some cold medicine and stuff on his way home! I'm still not sure what she said to him while he was on the phone with her but whatever it was put him in a bad mood because he was ornery all the way home after that! Either way she sent him home with me some cokes, Tylenol, popsicles and Isabel some more diapers and wipes.
Having missed each other during the day John and I both tried as best we could to stay in a good mood with each other once he got home. A few minutes after he walked in the door we were hit by a thunder storm (which I loved) so we were just sitting there together enjoying the rain, talking and laughing. my sister then sent me one of those stupid chain letter texts, it was a sweet one though that talked about how much love and friendship meant so I bent to it's will for once and sent it on. John then sent it to his family which prompted his father to beep John on the radio. To our great surprise his father was being awfully kind and polite, if you knew John's father you'd understand that this man is usually one of the rudest and unkind people in the world, so as you can imagine we were wary from the beginning about what could possibly be making him be so kind! We still aren't sure what it was that made James so nice but he ended up hurting my feelings in the end anyway. You see he ended up asking John to text him a picture of himself but wouldn't tell John why he was interested in having a pic of him (James is not the kind of father who'd keep a pic of his son in his phone for any sentimental reasons). After I had taken the pic and John sent it though, James then explained that one of his ex girlfriends from when John was real young had gotten back in touch...this ex girlfriend had a daughter who is close to John's age who was interested in seeing what John looked like now! James didn't come out and say that he was trying to interest the girl but that is just the kind of thing that James would do... he HATES me and up until now had no problem telling everyone!!
All that really upset me and what made it worse was that me being upset about it made John mad at me!!! He thought that because I was hurt about it that must mean that I didn't trust him...he couldn't understand that my pain had nothing to do with him whatsoever! My problem was that when James had started out so nice I kind of got my hopes up that maybe he'd changed his ways enough for us to finally be a family...it was a real disappointment when I realized what he was really about. John STILL doesn't understand that concept..and after trying to explain it to him a few times I finally gave up trying and dropped the subject. It wasn't long after anyway that my grandfather Jackie called...if you remember he's the one who never makes plans ahead of time...it is his greatest pleasure to drop things on people unexpectedly. He decided that he wanted to come down tomorrow to see everyone and wanted to know if he needed to grace MY house with his presence or if I'd be willing to meet him at my Grandma Junes! Well like I was telling you earlier I've not finished cleaning my house yet so I definitely wasn't about to tell him he could come here! I then had to explain to him that tomorrow really wouldn't be a good day for me, Isabel is supposed to go see her pediatrician about her inability to digest baby food properly and I have a prenatal obgyn appointment to go to. Well when Jackie heard me mention that Isabel was going to the pediatrician tomorrow he must have decided to ignore the rest of what I was saying because he starts getting on to me telling me that I needed to tell her doctor about her problem with baby food even though I had JUST told him that that was the entire point of the appointment to begin with! He THEN over steps his boundaries by telling me that I also needed to mention to the pediatrician the fact that she wasn't walking and saying what he felt to be enough words!!! The baby is 10 months old, not ALL 10 month olds are walking and as far as how much she talks she is actually very advanced! She says "I the baby," "I did it," "momma," "daddy," "baba," "hello," "bye bye," and a few choice cuss words that we didn't mean for her to pick up LOL Well when I told Jackie how much she was talking he goes "yeah well when she was with us Sarah couldn't get her to say anything and I want to make sure that you are taking care of her properly." WHAT!!!??? That shit PISSED me off as I'm sure you can imagine!
During said conversation with Jackie our best friend and next door neighbor Maron walked over to visit. I did my best to keep him occupied but I knew he'd really come over to see John and John unfortunately was rudely stuck in his computer games! So to keep some kind of entertainment going I went and got a lime flavored popsicle to feed Isabel with. She liked it but it was a little sour and even though the faces she made were HILARIOUS I finally realized that she wasn't really able to enjoy it so finished it and got her a grape flavored one...she like that WAY better! After she got done with that it was bed time so I laid her down and it was only a few minutes before she was out cold for the night. Well when Maron came over we never even thought to ask him where his wife was because we assumed that she had gone to work. A few minutes later however the phone rang, it was the local hospital apparently she had a migraine and had gone to the ER with it. They decided at the ER that they were going to give her something for the pain so she needed Maron to find a ride out there in order to drive her home because she was not allowed to drive with the medicine in her system. Needless to say John ended up being the one to take Maron up there to get his wife...While I was waiting for him to get home I took a much needed shower and laid down in bed for what I thought was the night. But on his way home John decided to beep me on the phone...at first our conversation was pleasant but like usual we can't ever get along for long periods of time and we ended up in an awful argument about how he needs to find a better paying job. The argument continued when he got home and right in the middle of the argument (well after midnight) the phone rings again and its the hospital...well of course I assumed that it was Maron's wife again and since I was irritated I answered in a gruff voice. It ended up being my mom however, she had cut her hand looking for something and ended up having to get stitches. So John went to bed still mad and I had to wait on her to get here because she wanted to talk...She just left, I'm stressed and exhausted so I think I'm outtie! I was going to explain more about my argument with John because its eating at me but I'm just to tired now! I'll talk more later but for now Caio and Blessed Be! (p.s. check out the entry before this one I stole it from Anonymous Source...it's pretty cute)
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