(RANDOM) Wow, about that comment that doucher let? I read ur previous post and it wasn't even that bad, not like ur whining and crying, just venting. Which is what a diary is for!!! About ur man being out of town.. I know I don't know him or anything, but the fact that he would TELL you what his sister and dad said, to me, proves he's trustworthy. He wouldn't have told you if he had something to hide.
Just wanted to say hello and I love you! I wish I could talk to you right now. I'm just so frustrated. and I need my friend! But alas, we are out of touch for the time being. Tell thomas hello for me. kiss the kids too! love you all! :]
I think it's already after midnight where u r. But it's only 11:30 here. I just wanted to go ahead and wish you a happy birthday, my love! I wish I could actually get in touch with you, but I understand that you are having some hard times. Trust me, I've had a lot of them too. There's a lot we need to catch up on, so whenever you get the chance and things start getting better, message me! I love you girl! Tell John I said hi and I love him. hug and kiss the babies and tell them I love them! and PLEASE, no matter how hard times get, know that I am here for you! And I will do what I can! Have a very very very happy birthday! No matter where you are, know that I am thinking of you. Especially on your special day! I love you! <3
It has taken me almost a week to get through your whole diary. I have gone through it all with you the ups and the downs. I realize this is your last entry and it's dated a while ago. Hope all is good and you are fine. Keep us updated. I love reading your diary.
& people think that racism doesn't exist anymore, but in the "south," it's just the same as it was in the 50's! I've only been to GA once, never to AL, but I would never go there, & have no reason to. So I totally understand you not wanting to move there.
I will try to call you tomorrow. I NEED to talk to you. I need you to make me feel better. and I know you're the only one that will take my secrets to the grave. i'm going crazy. I'm depressed. I've been crying non-stop. and I've gotten some bad habits. I need you. I love you girl!!
Sounds like you had a blast! You should definitely have some Anna time and forget being a mommy. I do that, I go out with the girls to have Kaylee time and I am chris's honey and Abby's mommy when I get home!
You should put some recent pics of you up!
Hey honey! Did u get the pics of my new tats? I got 2. At the same time. Now THAT hurt. lmao.
your new tat is very beautiful!! I like it a lot! they are addictive tho! beware! lol Im currently saving for my fourth.
I thought the first tat you got was going to be a dragon?? just asking. But I really do love it babygirl!
Love you. Kiss the babies for me! tell John hi!
It looks really nice. I have two tattoos but neither are as big or detailed as yours. It does hurt like a bitch though. I didn't move or make noises either, I just dealt with it. Do you live in GA? I live in Union City =)
ryc: I don't worry about him being german, or a crazy hacker, but that's just the easiest way to describe him I'm not really scared of him, I just know what he's capable of doing thru the computer/phone. He would never physically hurt me, & he knows if he ever did, I'd beat the shit out of him & never speak to him again. But since the last time we talked, he hasn't been a pest, so we'll see how long this lasts.
Sorry about being late to work & all :/ & about your car. & hope John fixes the thing with the phone, too!
ryc: Thank you, & you're right. I need to start threatening him, to get it through his mind. The problem is, he's German & crazy He's also a hacker. I was about to update & update about what happened with him after I wrote that entry...... I really appreciate your comment, & I really need to finally do something about it, cuz just ignoring him doesn't do much.
Anyways, I have NEVER heard of that law!! About the trailers only being over state line at a certain time of the year! WTF. Why is that? Do you know? That's weird.... Hmmm. Anyways, hope you slept well