I just read what you wrote. Yes, I think that maybe there are things in your life that you are running from. Jason represents the frustration and the feeling of depression. I also think that the part where you are killing yourself, isn't killing yourself after all. I think that you are trying to put an end to the chaos and the only way to do it is to get out of that particuliar situation that is eating away at you.
I think that you need to evaluate what could be holding you back in your life, take a long look at your options and do away with those things that are making your life hell.
Hope it works out.
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