So, things between me and David aren't as tense and are getting easier, but he is still a dick regardless. I'm loving the hell out of Jacob. Like, I feel like he gets me. He listens to me bitch, even when I'm probably rude as fuck to him. I don't mean to be like that, just comes with the territory I guess. I know I enjoy talking to him, or not even talking, just sitting on the phone and knowing he's there. There's talk about him moving down here, but he has to figure out a transfer with his job. His current job, there aren't any openings, he could take another job with the same company, it would just be a HUGE paycut for him and I don't want him to do that. Like, he's living comfortable you know? It'd be selfish of me to take that away. I know he could give me and the kids a really nice life, but that's not what I want from him. Of COURSE I'd love my own place, but it's more than that. He shouldn't sacrafice just to make me happy. Couples have to make sacrafices together, I just dont know what my sacrafice needs to be yet :(.