No Fear & success!

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Awhile back i was seeing a guy however their was no connection. We remained friends but truly it was more like friends with benefits. This week his status changed from single to in a relationship. These past three days he has constantly made me aware of this new relationship. How they have swapped the "I love you" already. How she's gives him butterflies constantly, how they look amazing together etc. When i first found out it did make me upset which in return made me angry at myself that i was upset since i had no reason to be. I was the one who broke it off. I was the one who didn't like him - at all. Hés a great guy that has put up with alot of drama from girls that he shouldnt have had too or deserved. So, yes i am happy for him. I really like to think am not a jealous person. So, i really dont why this is bothering me.

Awhile back their was a change at my work which created utter mayhem for about a month. A individual i was working with refused to work with me after the changes. Also, started to play the favouring game between me & another co-worker. Am leaving out alot of info - please go back and read "not ready to gve up when i try so hard".
Things have slowly started to settle down. I am still constantly reminding myself to not take it personal. If i cant convince myself that it isnt their are many others [like my boss & co-workers] that will gladly remind me that its not personal. However, considering this is the first time in my career that me & a student have clashed together i think i am doing pretty well with coping with it. Specially, being with how i am! I am a pretty sensitive person & does not do well with change. I still question why i choosen a job that requires constant change when i despise change. Maybe to teach me how to deal with it?

Well i am off to my 5th weigh in @ WW. A little excited but mostly nervous!

EDIT

Two pound lost!

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