Trying To Get In My Head This Is All You Need To Know About Me
Well today started off to a good start, I had a great breakfast. My old friend from when I was a kid decided to give me a call. I haven't talk to her in about three years, I know that's a long time. We talked for about two hours straight. We had a lot of catching up to do. She's getting married too. He's going to be a child therapist, all I could say to that is wow. Then she told me his name. He was our only guy best-friend back then, back when the thought of marrying a boy was yucky. Overall it was a great call. Then my day went sour fast. My old military buddy called. Turns out my attacker wants to say something to me before the ship of to his new home for the next 20-25 years. The first thought that went though my mind was that this guy was supposed to be in jail already. Turns out they were holding him back at the base for out processing and sentencing. They told me I have until Tuesday to decide if I want to see him or not. Well my life crashed that very moment. I couldn't believe they were doing this to me. All I wanted to do was to get as far away from this guy as possible. Last night I didn't even have a dream out this guy now he was about to show up in my own town, the place I live. All I could do was call my therapist. She couldn't even see ME today, WHAT! I could have been suicidal for all she knew, she told me I have to stop by first thing in the morning. She did tell that this could be a good experience to help me put this thing in my past. I don't know what to do at this point everything I've worked so hard for seems to be being rip right form under me. I am completely lost.
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