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by LostInMyOwnMind

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I got the apartment :D


~*~ Cute-ness ~*~

Hey kids.

Day started off rough, let me tell you.

I woke up at 615. Sponge Bob was playing on the TV. I knew something was wrong right that moment.

Then I looked at my clock again. Wait, 615??? Shit.

I was susposed to be up at 515 for a shower, and get James ready, so we could leave at 6.


Somehow, I managed to get up, dressed, showered, get James dressed, and us out the door, by 630. I kept thinking “There is no way Im going to make it to work by 7…”

Somehow, my doing 80 on the highway, managed to get me at work, 2 minutes till 7 am.

I clocked in, got to work, busted ass. I was pleased with myself. About 10 am… My sup comes around the corner, telling me… it was time to log out. I was a tad puzzled, until I looked at our cues. We had NO work. I was being sent home.

So, from work to Brighton I went, to the new apartments. She had called at 8 am, and told me I needed a co-signer, so I went to pick up the application, and take it to my dad. Which, I did. By 1130, it was filled out and faxed back to management, to verify everything was a go for me to sign a lease.

So, I dropped dad off, and went driving, to get my bearings. I want to make sure I know my surroundings as well as possible. Anyways.  So, I went, got my nails done, and wandered Wal-Mart for a bit… finally going back to moms house to avoid spending money.

As it was, I was already taking $1131 to the new apartment…

Went back to moms, hung out, relaxed… then, at 330, I caved, and called Jan at the new place, to see where things stood, before I made the drive back to my end of the woods (a hour drive south). She said she would call management and call me back.

15 min later, she called me, and said it was a go.

5 minutes later, I was down there, with Dad, signing my new lease.


Tomorrow, I go pick up my keys, and start moving things in, slowly. I will be getting rid of my couches, the bed, and James’s bed. My entertainment center will also go. *Sighs* I need to start fresh, with new belongings. So that I don’t have the pain, or memories, as I do here.

This is my Christmas gift to James and I. A new start, right before my one year.

Thank God. Its needed.

Im also having a issue with James’s daycare assistance. Which, will be discussed in another entry. But, as of today, they told me his contract with the state ended. When I was just told not even two weeks ago that all was well…. *rolls my eyes* What a mess.

I will also have to find Socks a new home. Which I hate, but is necessary. She’s become a hardship on me, and is acting out a LOT,  for one, and for two… There is a no pets policy in the apartment. I can understand.  Somewhat.

Her biggest thing right now, is shes confused. And I hate to feel like Im punishing her, but, with me not being home all the time like I was… she deserves better. I do know that.

She deserves someone who can spend more time with her. And soon, I will be spending 2-3 hours a day on the road, plus my time at work… She just deserves so much more.


*yawns* No work tomorrow. Im gonna go plan out how to start packing and such… and then, get on it. Love you all.


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*random commenter* congrats on the new apartment!

[*tiffymae*|0 likes] [|reply]

congrats on the new apartment.

[-T U T i.!*Star|0 likes] [|reply]


[MindizzleStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Right on...kudos. New places are great when you need to start fresh. I thoroughly enjoyed moving into my place when I did.

[i ass youStar|0 likes] [|reply]

yeah on the new apartment and new start hope it goes well

[ICky VICkyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Congrats Amanda!

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

lol I am still waiting on that fucking phone charger to arrive lol!!! I miss you Amanda and ya I figured you were busy

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[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

Oh that was most defiantly a drunk entry!!!! I have such a hang over I am going to the store for drugs & water lol ttyl

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

thank you... we really need it! BTW I have seen you comment on Miranda's entries. are you a mil wifey too?

[Meghans FollieStar|0 likes] [|reply]

lol thanks!

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

lol you know I would love 2 and maybe but right now I have to fix this first.

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

lol wise ass

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

Amanda you know damn well I love you and that I value you so stop giving me shit.... love ya brat!

[jd|0 likes] [|reply]

It is! How are you? I haven't seen you update in a while so I figured you weren't on Bloop much anymore!

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

Oh! Good to know. I do the same thing, and even when I do update, it's usually just rambling about nonsense so I make it private lol. I don't bother keeping a *real* journal anymore because I'm too scared the site will come down again :/

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

I know, tell me about it I guess everyone's growing up and doesnt have time to update anymore... And the kids are just annoying! lol

[Poetic Justice|0 likes] [|reply]

Yeah, I do suppose they are worse. I wish there was a kind of community where you could only invite people that you know to be decent, so you don't get so many trolls. But I guess that wouldn't work in the long run, either. Too bad.

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