Erase myself and let go,

11/27/2008

Well. This is just great. I was thinking of deleting my old entries and starting over new anyway. lol.
I would first off like to say that Christy is the greatest friend anyone could ever ask for. I knew that to begin with. But I now also owe her all the credit for me finally finding my love.
His name is Jake. And he's perfect. Not just perfect. There are no words to describe this boy.
My theory on it is that he's had my heart from the get go. Day one on this earth. It's like the big man upstairs plays this little game were he says "Here ya go. He has your heart. Now when you start looking for Mr. Right, you'll have to find this guy." Because that's how it feels. Almost like we've loved each other this entire time, and we just had to find each other. Because not only does he have my heart he has my soul.
I would give him anything and everything that he ever wanted. I will give him everything and anything he ever wants. Just to make him happy. I would give him the universe, even though it seems to small and insignificant a gift for him, I would give it all to him. Just so he could have it.
Never before have I felt anything like this, my heart is his. I am his.
Just as he is mine. It's love, something stronger, but that's the only way to describe it. Until the day I die, I will do anything and everything in my power to keep him happy, and to protect him from anything and everything that ever tries to hurt him.
Doubt if you want, call me crazy. what the hell ever. Because I know it's true.

My life has taken a drastic turn for amazing in the past few months.
I'm getting my GED.
I've got a meeting with the head of the honors department at VU next month.
I'm getting a great job.
I have amazing people surrounding me.
And I have my love.

I. Am. So. Freaking. Happy.

<3