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Doing my best...That's all I can do.
by Just_live

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12/26/2008

So. I'm in pretty high spirits now. Other than the fact that Jake is gone till the third. That i'm pretty bummed about. I got on here though to rant about a stupid person who I am EXTREMELY tired of dealing with.

Josh. Yup, that's right. Joshua Phillips. It's not a big surprise that he started shit with me again. What pisses me off is that he started shit with Tajuana. I got a message from Candy yesterday (yeah, Christmas morning of all fucking days.) Talking about how I can talk crap to her, but when she gets out of the car I walk away.(Which that one was her fuck up, because the only time i've EVER seen this girl at all I was talking to her sister Tanda and told her that Josh's dad wanted her to come back in the house. That was it.) And telling me to stay away from her man, saying she's going to come and find me and i'll get mine. She looks better than me. All this that and the other.
Now, when I first got the message I was a tad confused. Because i've never said anything about her and Josh being together other than if that's what makes them happy, then i'm happy for them. (Even after the fact of him cheating on me with her, which wasn't a big surprise.)
So, I think. I'm gonna ask Josh what the hell is up, and were all this came from. Here is were I get my first clue that this little fuck has something to do with all of this. I go to his page, or try to at least. Because not only has he deleted me, he's blocked me. Mistake number one. Because that was a DEAD give away that he had something to do with this shit. That was when I got mad.
So I send Tajuana a message. (I was up in dugger so I couldn't go ask, I had to use the internet.) And ask her if she knows what the hell is up.
Then I replied to Candy. (She's another one of those 15 year old girls that tries to act like she's all hard and shit, and has HORRIBLE grammar skills.) I flat out told her that i'd never talked shit about her. And that I didn't want her man. She could keep him in fact. I have a man of my own that I am quite happy with. And i'm extremely happy with my life. I love Jake. She loves Josh. (Why I don't know. But she does.) And then proceeded to tell her that if she wanted to try and act hard then she needed to fix her grammar. Because when you talk to me like your three, your not going to scare me.Then I told her that she was 15. She needed to grow the hell up, and not mess with people who are older and smarter than she is. (Then told her that maybe that could be considered talking shit. But I didn't think so because it was the truth.) I ended it all by telling her that she wasn't scaring me. And that I don't take people who threaten me over the internet seriously. It was just annoying. So if she wanted to do something, then she could come down and do it. If not. Don't fucking bother. It didn't matter to me.
I got back into town later that night to find out that Josh had started some shit between Tajuana and Candy. And me and Candy. Because he'd been lying to her about shit. And Tajuana told her the truth. (Because she asked, she flat out said that she knew he was lying.) And then she went and said something to Josh about it. And what did he do? What he always does. Lied to cover his ass. So she got shitty with Tajuana. And then decided to be ballsy and get shitty with me. Even though I have done nothing to her, said nothing to her. I haven't even tried to talk to her.
I guess what I sent her upset her. Because JOSH was the one that replied on her profile. Trying to talk shit. (Which was a bad idea. Because Jake now wants to kick his ass. He already did before, but it's FAR worse this time.) I however, didn't get upset. I sent him one back (I said a LOT of shit in it.) But the general idea of the message was that he and his girlfriend needed to have the fucking decency to talk to Tajuana in a mature fashion. Because A. Tajuana has never said anything bad to or about Josh. SHE actually still believes in him for some reason. No one else does. But her. She's never been anything but a friend to him, even when he was being shitty. And it pissed me off that he was doing this to her (Because not only did he start this shit, he talked shit to HER too.) because it was stupid. We all expect this shit from him. But she didn't. And she was upset and hurt as well as angry.
And I flat out told Candy that Tajuana had done nothing more than try to be a good friend to her. And tell her the truth. That way she could know that she could trust her. So she was being a bitch.

Moral of the story. I am SO fucking sick of this kid. If Jerimiah wasn't his brother, I swear I would squish his fucking head like a bug. Because Jerimiah can pretend he doesn't care about him all he wants. But I know he loves his brother. I fucking know he does.
He's a liar. And I just want to kick him in the teeth. I don't know when the hell he turned into what he turned into. But it makes me really sad.

There ya go. That's my rant.
Other than that everything is great. Me and Jake are getting a place of our own. And I get to see the kids for Christmas. My life is great.

I just HATE stupid people.

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they sound soo annoying and immature!

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wow, that is sad!

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