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Doing my best...That's all I can do.
by Just_live

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Day three of this horrible punishment..

02/26/2009









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Well, i'm still sick.
I'm hoping that Ethan and Amy can find another babysitter for today.
Because i'm not going to be able to go.
Yesterday was horrible enough, I can't go today.

I read a lot of the old forum posts a little while ago.
The news ones made me pretty sad.

I mean, here I am pregnant.
And you see all this stuff about people killing their babies, or people abusing their children.
It's enough to break your heart.

I honestly don't understand what goes through the minds of these people.
There are so many couples, so many people in general, that want so badly to have kids.
And they can't.

And people like THAT are the ones that get blessed with these new little lives.
And they could care less about them.
It seems to me that they could care less about anyone but themselves.
How stupid can a person be?

It's beyond words for me at this point.
I really have no idea what to say..

I've also been thinking a lot about the little baby (Who I have now decided to call "Grape face" due to something I read telling me that it's the size of a grape. lol) growing inside me.

What all am I going to teach little Grape face as he/she grows older?
What type of stuff will we do together?
Will I be a good mom?

I can think of a million different things that I want to do.
But will I be able to do them?

I want to teach my baby to read.
I want to take him/her to the park.
I want to him/her to grow up well informed.
And also happy.

And these, plus a million other thoughts, are what i'm thinking about as I sit here eating my ice cream (it feels AMAZING on my throat) and update.

I dunno though.
All I can do is try, and learn some things along the way as well.

I can't wait for my little one to get here...

That's all for now.

<3



love must be as much a light...
as it is a flame.

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yummm...ice cream!

[BrownEyedMonkeyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

COMMENT HERE
when she said i'd "throw it all away" she meant id ruin my education and fail college because im not studying hard enough. But im totally not going to fail and lets face it I dont need brilliant grades to get into university, she's just so dramatic >.

[~FuNk5till3!~|0 likes] [|reply]

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oh and where do you get your comment layouts from> i couldnt really find one i liked . . .

[~FuNk5till3!~|0 likes] [|reply]

I been going to this adoptable site called PokePlushies. They have a forum there and people make all these kinds of cute things for you such as the bunnies if you give them lil things you earn from the site and such ^^. I think it is something awesome to do when you are bored... maybe it is lame I dunno XD.

Click the dragon eggs please before they all die!!!!!!!
Adopt one today!Adopt one today!Adopt one today!Adopt one today!

[JoshiesBunny|0 likes] [|reply]

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