|We were hanging out with your wife. Her friends called and asked her to go somewhere with them. She reluctantly went, but not before she made you promise we wouldn't do anything bad. You told her you wouldn't. |
She left and then you came and put your arms around me. We hugged for a minute and then you kissed me. We are both married to other people. It was so wrong. But it felt so right.
And then I woke up.
It's been like this for about 5 years since the 6 years ago that we broke up. I don't know why I keep having these dreams. It makes my heart hurt. I am married to the love of my life, and happy, and living my life to the fullest while I'm awake, but yet you still take me while I'm asleep. How am I ever supposed to get past this if you keep coming to me in my dreams? I was the one that ended things 6 years ago. You were crazy about me. We both moved on and we haven't spoken in 4 years and never will. So why are YOU (God... slumber demons.. my own mind...whoever is out there) tormenting me?