|I have always known that I would die young. It used to terrify the hell out of me and keep me up at night. But something happened, not sure what exactly, but I am at peace with it now. I am not even scared. I just worry about my kids, I don't want them to grow up without a mother. But maybe that is why God gave me such an amazing husband for a father to them.|
I just hope that they grow up happy. I embrace every moment trying to make up for what I will miss if my gut instinct is true. Every night when they go to bed we all cuddle in the same bed for a half an hour just talking and giggling and snuggling. They are so beautiful. I really hope they remember how much I love them. Even if nothing bad does end up happening to me.