You and I weren't friends when I first started hanging out with him a lot, but I knew he was married. I knew he fooled around on you and I figured you knew and were doing your own thing on the side because when I met you, you did not seem dumb! But then I found out you were Christian and that you wouldn't do something like that....
It happened not once but twice, and the second time was worse because you and I had started hanging out as friends, too. The first time he came over to my house at 5 AM on the way home to you from out drinking with god knows who (maybe he had also slept with someone else that same night before he came over, I wouldn't be surprised!). The second time, the 3 of us had gone out to the bar with some other friends and I rode with you so I could crash at your house and not have to drink and drive home because I live far away from everyone else. Well as soon as we got home you both passed out on the couch and I woke him up and we had sex in your guest room while you were passed out in the living room.
He says the idea of getting caught excited him. It did nothing for me. I was just shitfaced and wanted to get laid. This is not an excuse for sleeping with your husband but I can honestly say that I did not get turned on thinking about you walking in and catching us!
Now I see what a piece of shit he is because I know you better. And I feel like a tramp, too. You are awesome and deserve to have a husband who is honest with you, and who WANTS to be a husband to you. He talks about how he can't stand living with you. He says you are a cool girl but that he shouldn't have married you.
Recently you got pregnant and said that you had a miscarriage. I couldn't help but wonder if he had talked you into getting an abortion because he was so happy that he wasn't going to be a daddy and you were so bummed  But I was glad that if you do find out he's cheating on you someday soon, you wouldn't have a small child keeping you together....
I want to tell you but I can't bear to hurt your feelings or be the person that opens up this can of worms. I was not the first or the last girl he cheated on you with. I think he has slept with one of your best friends, who also happens to be the girlfriend of one of HIS best friends. I'd hate to cause a rift between the four of you. I think he has slept with someone else you know, I think he is still sleeping around even though it has been over a year since I slept with him. He texts me naughty messages sometimes and flirts with me in public even though he knows I am in a monogamous relationship right now.
It's such a big mess. I wish I never did it because I wouldn't feel obligated to tell you YOUR HUSBAND IS A TRAMP!
I'm sorry!!!!! |
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