|no matter how much progress I've made I'm still terrified to drop my guard in front of those who should see the real me. |
I'm terrified they will judge my awkward, crazy, quirkness (sp?). So instead of losing them for that, even though they would probably accept it i lose them because i take to long to get comfortable.
My secret is, I'm comfortable in my own skin, but i can't take the risk of showing the real me to anyone it would matter too.