|theres this guy who is four years older than me, and he recently graduated from my school.|
well actually in may.
i really liked him and he was also my best friend.
i still like him even though i havent had contact with him in 5 months.
when he started atending my school i instantly liked him. we became best friends. every morning we were the first two on the bus and we owuld sit there talking.
the bus driver [who wasnt strict at all] would drop us off at burger king sometimes until the bus route was over where we said we were getting breakfast, but we really would go outside in the desert and get high.
peopel had told em to watch out because he had been in jail for molesting a girl. a close friend of mine told me he tried to put his hands in her pants under a table in history. i never believed it.
but one day when we were on the bus, he told me it was true. but i still trusted him when he would sit next to me and put his hand on my thigh and thigns like that.
i don't know why he was the only guy i ever trusted, when he shouldn't have been.
i miss him so much.
i don't know what to do.
i think i love someone who i might never see again, and also someone who could hurt me more than i know.
btu i can't help it.