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"I think I just fell in love with you."

Oh, my heart. I could only stare and smile at him. "Have I scared you now?" No, no, never. Nothing ever sounded so perfect.

You don't even know how perfect you are, to me. After... ten days. How is this possible? I don't care.

I have seen more of Chris in the past ten days, that I have seen some men I've dated for months.

If I was watching our relationship from the outside, I'd be laughing at my own foolishness. But I don't care. It doesn't feel foolish. I trust him. Very much. Too much? No. No. It's frightening, being so vulnerable, or it would be with anyone else... but I'm not a fool. I'm not. I know what I feel. I don't fall for cheesy lines, I don't believe declarations of love, I don't fall for charming men... I'm not a fool. I hope I'm not wrong in letting my guard down with him. I'm sure I'm not wrong.

This could get a little repetitive.

I have therapy tomorrow, I'm a little nervous. It's exhausting, talking about it. I'm feeling good, though. About everything. I'm slowly gaining self-confidence back, I'm slowly learning to love myself. I catch myself smiling to myself... much more than I ever have. Things are falling into place.

A friend sent me a message. You seem so happy with Chris. I'm so pleased. Me too, love.

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It is so sweet to see you this way. A far cry from where you were about a year ago. I am so happy for you.

[~*Jodi*~Star|0 likes] [|reply]

my heart is very full, now.

[Birrrdy|0 likes] [|reply]

AWwwwwwwwwwww. I'm so so happy for you nick. who cares if its foolish. Its beautiful for you and you deserve it.

[Morning.GloryStar|0 likes] [|reply]

this is wonderful. and the other last few entries. just wonderful. *hugs*

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