Depression

Hello depression, my friend
My least favorite
Sadly you are the only one i have
You are always with me
Never abandoning
Even in those moments I wish you weren't
The moments I wish i could escape
Not to feel your presence
In those moments I wish I could feel anything
Other than what you linger inside me
Numbness
Emptiness
Loneliness
Worthlessness
Hopelessness
Carelessness
Pain
Death
The thoughts you always leave me pondering
Depression, why?
You steal me away and hide me inside
Incapable of feeling anything nice
Pondering pesstimic thoughts
Nightmares of ill events
Depression, you make me feel at ease
A life with me not around
Visions of how everyone would be
Happy with out me
Better off with out me
Depression you console me
In these thoughts and visions
As if nothing is wrong
It is normal
All to comfortable
Maybe I will never know the difference
After all we've been friends for far to long
Depression, why is this so
Can I have a life with out you
Or would I lose who I am without you
Could I be free from your grip
How you control my thoughts
Even my actions
Maybe one day
We will no longer be friends
Goodbye depression, my old friend