I have been away for quite some time now, and I must say I have been thinking about a lot of things and a lot of things have changed in my life. The group of people that I hang out with now has grown into a closer team so to speak. I have been a lot of fun lately that is for sure, going places and doing things that I never thought were possible. I recently went to a party that I was opened to a whole new world, and I mean that in the fullest extent of being opened. I got drunk of course which is only to be expected at an awesome party, but then..something happened. Something that I never knew was possible, a part of me was awakened that night, like I had taken a drug, and that drug put me into a high I have never experienced. And every night since, all I can think about it getting back to that feeling. I have had the luck thus far of achieving it a few times. But I feel like it is something more..something that I want to always have with me at all times. To admire and get closer too. I see potential in this new addiction of mine, but is it all in my head, is something remotely close even possible to what I imagine? I guess these are questions that I will have to wait to see get answered. All I can say is that this is at the top of the list of things I never want to lose, like the ground I walk on and the air I breathe..