When I look into the future like 5,10,15 years from now I imagine it with Ryan. It is so weird that is how I know I am over Eman. Like when I used to imagine the future with Eman I was happy with it but in the four years that I been away from Eman I have really evolved and changed. Back then I did not really care about politics. I was just a liberal that voted. Did not care to change things and was content with the way things were and just stayed out of it. I was ambitious and cared about having a career and getting wealthy. Now I don't care about any of that stuff. I care about politics more than ever but in the lefty side, I care about traveling and creating relationships and bonding experiences but most of all Ryan challenges me in ways I have never been challenge before intellectually and he makes me want to be a better person. I no longer care for capitalism and getting wealthy, I care about humans and suffering and their pain. I would love to run for office someday even if it's just local. But most of all when I imagine my future it is with Ryan by myside. He has saved me from myself more times I can admit. He helped me get over Eman. It is weird how people evolve with time in such a short amount of time I have definitely change for the good though. I am currently in therapy trying to navigate all these new changes and I really want to be happy because I deserve it. I have so much of the past that I need to work through but I know with Ryan by my side I can get through everything. I just thought I would write out all this because it is so weird how humans evolve and change and depending on the surroundings their needs change. Sometimes for the better. I will always be grateful for Bernie Sanders he has changed my life but most of all because of him i met Ryan. How weird a politician would bring me my person.
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