a small update for those of you who still would like to

01/20/2009

well.. i don't update this thing!
i moved in with corey. in kent! it was way too stressful living with the girls and i hated it and i was always at coreys anyways... our place is really nice. very cozy.
we have a next door neighbor with a three legged dog and a little girl that's probably about 13. she's adorable and sits outside when she knows i'm coming to say hi to me. lol i just wanna hang out with her.
we also have a creepy neighbor, but he's moving out and his door is open and i can smell the ciggerettes from upstairs! yuck.

i also found out that a girl i used to be friends with (and stopped because i was a dumb 14 year old.. and she was dumber) moved to washington and freakin lives in puyallup! where i went to highschool. i really can't believe it. we've been talking alot and the only thing that still gets under my skin is that she dated matt e... after i did. ugh, i don't know why that still gets to me! i totally forgot about it until last night. speakin of matt.. he called me at freakin the break of midnight last night. he's crazy. i just called him "sorry i have to get ready for racketball class".. jeez matthew..

i feel stressed.

i found out what makes me so not myself... moody and irritated all the time and bloated feeling.. MY BIRTH CONTROL. when i'm not on it, i'm not sad, not depressed, don't want to just sit in my room by myself. i don't know what to do about it because obviously i have to be on it. i got on the ring thinking maybe that would make it less severe, but it's the same plus i don't want to do it as much cause i gotta get it out. siick. ugh.

it's super foggy and i was watching the news and it said it was pollution? that's disgusting.

my apartment is awesome.
my classes... stressful. so much homework, shoot me now!

oh and also, i couldn't be more excited for obama. i sat at my desk in a towel and watched cause i didn't wanna miss it. the prayer brought tears to my eyes.. a whole country praying together? there's something awesome about that, i wish i could have experienced it in person. thank God nothing bad happened to obama!