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Another day of tele-commuting. Woo. Gotta love it. All three kids are napping, the dogs are outside, I've gotten a significant portion of my work load completed already...life is good. Thinking about going and taking a shower while I have the option. I bet that'd feel really nice. Spent about 2 hours on the phone with my best friend earlier, always nice. Thinking about what to make for dinner later...I'm thinking Grilled chicken, steamed vegetables, and maybeeeeee a spinach side salad? Fresh spinach, cherry tomatoes, red onions, and a light vinegarette? Mmm mmm mmm. I'd better start cooking here pretty soon, cause now, I'm getting hungry. hah..


I don't know what Master's deal is lately. He's been so...not himself. He's getting softer with me, a little more tender. At times, it's...I don't know. When we met, he had this edge. Razor sharp, and quick. Now, he's...I don't know. I swear, last night, we made love. A first for us. In every other way, we've always been such a volitle combination...His thirst for power, domination...My own need to be controlled & repremanded...I do think I liked it though. Last night, he laid me down and was so gentle to me, so loving...I had never been touched like that by him before. I didn't realize I wanted him to. I don't think anything long term is changing between us

, as other aspects of life are remaining as usual, but, we'll see.


Putting a lot of work into cleaning the house this week - hosting a "party" for other couples "like us" next week, and looking quit forward. Usually can't do such things, but, kids are staying with Grandma, so, I'm quite stoked. Should be a good time!


Little C is teething hardcore...Got tooth 5 yesterday and tooth 6 will probably be out today.Arghhh. He is NOT amused by this process, in the least. I've had to hold him constantly having to hold him, because its the only way to keep him content. Stressing me out so badly. Nothing that worked for the other two has seemed to help him..