argh adam on the mind

01/14/2009

i keep saying im over him but im not i just dont get how a guy can say how much he likes u and act that way and than just drop u like that i just dont get it and it fuckin bothers me especially since i hear him lie about shit that happened between me and him and he'll make it seem like it was all me but i know it was both of us he siad it he would tell me and now its our friend dans birthday tonight and im supposed to go out and act like im having fun with people that just lie and hurt me behind my back little do they know the shit i know
fuck i wish i had no memory than i wouldn't have to dwell and think and hate myself maybe its because adam is just a big druggie