What is the meaning of life if you can't have something that you want? Is it even worth living? I mean, I love something so much that it gets taken away from me. Every time I love something it gets taken away. I am about to give up all hope. He is the closest thing to my life and now he not even part of me anymore :/ I just want to cry and not leave my room. Asher means everything to me I can't do it anymore. I want him back. I miss him like crazy! He is the best thing in my life. With everything that has happened in my life he has been the person I go to for support or someone to talk to. He was never just my boyfriend, he was also my best friend. Its hard to think about him not being with me...why?? Life I hate you! Fate I hate you! You need to let things be easy for me for once in the stupid like. You make everything complicated. EVERYTHING!!! |