So, Saturday I went over to my bf's house and his parents had us break up..
It hurts to know that i can't be with him .
I know for a fact that I was in love with him.
I don't think that I have cried over a guy as much as I have cried over him.
He is the very first guy that i have fallen in love with.
I miss him like crazy.
Last night I made the mistake of messaging his friend and asking him to tell Asher to unfollow me on fb and we can't talk to Matthew told me that Asher said he loved me and that put a shock through me that i broke down and cried again. The hardest thing i have ever had to go through. Why is live so cruel? Missing him is like i died inside. I don't know if you you guys understand that. My heart hurts from the inside. Sometimes I wish life would just stop being so cruel. My life has just been getting worse and worse. |
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