So, things have been going pretty good as far as life is concerned. Me and David just celbrated our 7 year anniversary a couple of days ago. It's the first one that I can remember us both being totally sober. We didnt do anything. Just made dinner, hung out with Waylon and watched a movie.
But for the last couple of weeks, I am more exhausted than ever at times. Every night Im having between 3 to 5 nightmares. Waking up gasping for air because in each nightmare...I'm dying some horrible death. It's such vivid nightmares. It's really fucking with my head. Driving me a little crazy. I dont understand why im having these nightmares, and i dont understand why in each one im dying in some horrific way, then wake myself up when im gasping for air. I need an answer to why they are so vivid.