| F The World Last night was a bad night for me. I got into it with my mom then D.
First I'm at my parents and going to grab dinner and take leftovers to D since there's no food at his house and my mom tells me that I can't. I told her I don't get how she just doesn't wanna help us when we are in such a bad situation. She told me if Doug can't support you, then he's just like Josh (my ex) and you don't need to be with him. Ohhh I WAS PISSED!
She's pretended to like Doug this entire time then. It's not that he can't support me. He is the strongest, hard-working man I've ever met. He will work his ASS OFF! It's just he hasn't been paid in over a month & that's not his fault. Sure, he could look for another job but it's nearly impossible when he doesn't have a car or money to pay for gas in someone else's car... I love him & I know he could take care of me if it were up to him. He helped me all year long with my bills while I've been in school and barely working and one time things get tough he's all of the sudden a shitty bf. F HER
I told her that if she feels that way, I don't want her at our wedding or near my children (when we have some) EVER!
Then I went home and Doug's dad & his girlfriend were in the kitchen packing up all the food out of the house to take over to the new house. I was furious at them and made sure to look it. I didn't smile and just sat & watched them. How could they just sit there & take everything leaving doug with a few hotdogs, cold coffee, milk & bread. Didn't even have the decency to leave ketchup or chips and what? are we suppose to live off hotdogs for another week? Here they go to a air conditioned home, with food while we're the only ones left in this hot, humid hellhole with barely anything to eat. Then he doesn't get why I'm so angry with them.He says it's not our food, yet they took the things that I paid for AND yes, we do pay $50/wk for groceries so technically they are ours too. He just said I was being ignorant and that really set me off. I was ready to fly out of there too but then he told me to lay down and calm down while he went and showered so I did. We ended up talking about it, but I'm not so sure I want to move out there with them when they're acting the way they are. They're so inconsiderate.
Then there's my little sister. She's 18, and started working finally a few weeks ago. Since she's gotten a couple of decent checks I asked her for 10-20 dollars for gas and the bitch ignores me. She pretends like that conversation never happens! All these years I have taken her lunch at school, drove her to her stupid friends' houses, bought her better presents than anyone else ever did & even paid for her tattoo for her birthday..and she can't be there for me now that she finally has money of her own?
That comes to show you, that even though you may give everything to others and be there for them, they're never there for you when you need them. NEVER....even your family
It's time to start thinking of us & nobody else! It's time to get selfish.
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