How do you get out of a funk where you just don't like your boyfriend? Where everything he has said all day has pissed you off to the point you'd like to punch him? I'm just so aggravated today with him. He doesn't listen, he cuts me off half way through my sentences and then assumes what I'm about to say which makes things worse and turns into a huge freaking fight. And I mean huge. His excuses are stupid as fuck, his if you didn't make me mad I wouldn't do this or I would do that. I'm getting tired of feeling shitty. We do really good for a little while, get along really well and I'm happy. But he's selfish and in the end that's what always gets me. Its all about him, him, him. I need the gas in my car to go to school and work, he doesn't get the concept that a gas credit card has to be paid back. He thinks we can just ride around forever and keep putting the gas on that card and we'll never have to pay it back. He runs out of cigarettes and he wants me to get more yet I come home most of the time to a dirty house. Yes last night he cleaned the living room floor, but yea wow the living room floor. I'm just fucking tired. I can't say I'm done. I can say I'm not happy right now. And in the end the only person he cares about is himself. I gave him a 5dollar bill last night and told him that I didn't really have the money to give it to him and that if the people he was helping today gave him money I'd need it back. Nope, he spent that money plus the money they gave him. Then I still had to go pick him up which was more gas that I just don't have right now. There is no communication here at all and I've just about had it. Just like a few minutes ago when I tried to talk to him he just got all pissed off, said he'd just fucking leave and that I was always bringing up dumb shit. Dumb shit??? So now my feelings are dumb shit. Well fuck you too.
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