yeah still putting my old name in the subject hoping someone will find it.
I went to England over the Holidays, just got home tuesday.. Been crying ever since.
Too much to say about all that, and not enough energy to type it.. Almost lost a friend for good recently..and im lucky that she is giving me another chance... thank you for that..you mean so much to me.
That bit said, Im home, alone, in this piss hole in the middle of winter...and i wish i could be anywhere else.
Hospital may be coming soon..