A new take on things...

I've done it again. And I feel HORRIBLE!!! So one of the new owner of one of Cukiee's pup texts me the other day. She asks if any of our dogs have mange. I tell her unfortunately, yes, but I just found out the day before. And unfortunately She gave it to the pups before going to their new homes. So, she asks me if I can take him and quarentine him while I treat him, then bring him back to her. I agree. I bring Luke home and get him all set up in a kennel. The next day I get meds for him. I went by size and age. He was only 7 weeks old and barely 1 lb. I gave him the meds night before last. And when we got up yesterday morning, he was dead. I guess the meds were too much for his small body. I blame myself. I'm the one that opened his little mouth and ingested that stuff into him. I killed him. I think I want to give up. I try to help animals, but apparently I'm no good at it. All I wind up doing is killing them.

Me and Melissa went and got glasses yesterday. It feels good to be able to see again. lol Now I'm making a list of things I want to do to my car. I'm going to talk to my brother about them today. I need new headlights, new struts, a new headlight switch and a new speed sensor. I also bought myself a new stereo yesterday!!! [I can make it pink!!] I've got to buy a speaker box, kickers [b/c my stock speakers SUCK!] an amp and I want to get it painted!
With the paint job, I'm going hot pink on top, black on bottom. I want the bottom half blacked out, black wheels, black lights..etc.
In the pink I want a black pin stripe that goes all the way back and at the end I want it to turn into brass knuckles.
and then the interior will be black with pink piping.
Doesn't that sound AWESOME?!?!

As far as TTC goes....I've been wanting to do an insemination...but who has the time?

Gotta go get ready for mel's doc appt. Have a good day Bloop!!

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