I'm really creative with my titles, aren't I?
I decided all of the sudden that I hate my diary colors. I either use pink, blue, or black/grey. I need something different. So, that's the input I need.
I want to thank everybody for their notes the last few entries. The feedback and support is why I came back to this site, it is nice to know that there are people that support what I am going through, you all make me feel not so lonely anymore. I usually read all of my faves, but I don't always note. I'll try to at least leave a blank note from now on.
I have been SO overwhelmed!! Daniel went back to North Dakota, I am working full time still, and have the kids full time, and am doing school full time. I feel as if I am being pulled in eighty different directions at all times and it's exhausting! I am going down to three days a week at work, because, let's face it, I don't need the money anymore. The other morning girl is trying to support herself, so she needs it more. It's also becoming difficult to maintain a long distance relationship. We tend to often forget that the other is busy as FUCK and let the loneliness overcome us. It sucks.
School is good! Overwhelming! I can't stress that word enough!! I am still in my computer literacy class, and I had a PowerPoint presentation due yesterday. Well, I didn't know until yesterday that my computer didn't HAVE PowerPoint. Shit. So I used an optional online program called Prezi. Well, in order to upload the presentation to my classroom I had to download it to my computer. Well, it downloads in the form of Adobe, and that will not upload to my classroom. SHIT!!! I had spent six fucking hours working on that presentation! I was bawling my brains out! So, I emailed the instructor, and he gave me an extension till Sunday. Thank God. I bought the 119.00 freakin program today.
Hannah update: No word still. I blocked her and Les on Facebook. I'm over it. If you wanna be a bitch, be a bitch.
Wedding update: Amie isn't attending. I would assume neither is Jenn. Oh, Jamie crossed over to the dark side and isn't attending either. I guess they decided to throw a family reunion in KY in place of my Mom's wedding. Oh well. My bridesmaids dress is on it's way, and I will have my tickets paid for in two weeks. OH!! The airline (along with other travel sites) were going to charge me over $1000!! Fucking PRICELINE is charging me just over $400! SERIOUSLY! Anyone taking any trips EVER, go through that site! It's badass!!! LOVE it! A hotel room for 5 days is going to be 200! A 3 star hotel! You gotta negotiate though, you can't just fill out the info on the top of the page. Just sayin'.
Okay, it's 1 AM, I'm off to sleep. G'night.
Heather
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