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previous entry: Thank you! w/ updates

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Okay, so I changed it.

07/28/2012

Another drama-free entry. Not that there isn't any drama in my life, I just really don't want to relive it at this moment.

Okay, so I think I found colors and a theme here that I am happy with. What do you think? K.Frances, I don't know if you read here or not (I read you) but I seriously stole your colors. Oops. I'm uncreative at the moment. At least I inverted them?

So, I found some shit on the internet where you can send your iPhone in (or order a do-it-yourself kit) and they take the plates off of the front, the back, and the home button and change them to a color they offer. They have pink! The issue is, I don't like the particular pink they have, I would rather a hot pink than a powder pink and it would probably void my warrenty and insurance. So, no go. But it would be bad-ass!!

I don't think I wrote about it, but Daniel and I are TTC. Well, we were before he took off to North Dakota. We did this reverse Shettles method to boost our chances of a girl, and I am at the very end of my two week wait (TWW). I am due for my period on Monday, so we will see. I really want another baby, and I am dying for a girl (I would love a boy all the same), but I am apprehensive about becoming pregnant and he is three states away. First, I worry about rumors within his family. If a get a positive test and he is away, his family will assume it isn't his. Even though we were trying for this and HE knows better, I just don't want any ideas. It's not that his family doesn't like me (they LOVE me), that's just how they are. I also really want him to experience everything with me. And TTC for a girl is more difficult than a boy, so it most likely won't take the first time around. Which means I have to wait months for him to come back to try again. IF it is in the right week! I'm exhausted thinking about it. Really. I know this is emotionally draining, but in the meantime while he is gone, I will just text my pH levels, and test for when I am exactly ovulating. Funny how when pregnancy is accidental, it is so easy. But when you want it, it doesn't come. We have been trying for months. So, get used to reading about that.

Oh, I may have to quit my job very soon. I'm not really okay with that, but the lady babysitting my kids is experiencing problems with her room mates and might not be in the area any longer. I need someone from 4:15 AM to 2:30 PM, and my hours include every other weekend. It's not easy to find someone willing to watch kids for the hours I work. Oh well, I guess. My job is a huge stress factor; I will just find something else part time and more reasonable hours I guess. We will see what happens.

I think that's all for now. I'll make my next entry full of drama, I promise. There is a lot to write about.

Heather


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