Updates and catching up

Tuesday is fast approaching and I can hardly wait! Kevin made the mistake of telling me that we are going to Olive Garden later Tuesday. I've wanted to go since I got here at the beginning of May! So since he wants a girl and I want a boy, I told him that whoever was right about the sex buys the others' lunch/dinner. This weekend is going by fast since I worked a straight 9 hour shift Friday! Now 12-4 doesn't seem like a pain in the ass. Kevin's dad actually put up a fight about leaving the puppies outside. He was like they can defend themselves. How? They're 5 weeks old! they haven't taken them out of that little space we put them in last night. When Kevin gets home, I'm going to step in there and play with them a little instead of watching a movie tonight.

To my fav. internet friend:

I don't really have one. For all of you who actually read what I write and comment on it, it's greatly appreciated. I value every single one of you and if I knew all of your real names, I would put them here. So, heartfelt graciousness goes out to all my girls and guys out there!

To someone I wish I could meet:

My Elizabeth Grace,
I love you. You were never in my arms and I never got to hold you like I will with your brother/sister. I constantly wonder what you would look like right now, you'd be two. You wouldn't have the best things in the world, maybe even barely be getting by. We probably wouldn't even have daddy right now, had things turned out the way I wanted them to with you. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you and what I did to you. I'm so sorry. You fought so hard and I loved you but I was selfish. And don't think for a minute that this baby won't know who you are and everything about you. I'll have your sonogram photo right there next to his/hers. I love you my little dragonfly. Watch over your brother/sister wherever he/she may go. Be with him/her always. We will always love you and you are never forgotten. *A baby's prayer*

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