I'm back on Bloop. Again. Starting over, because my dumbass forgot what email address I used for my diary before. I have 5 kids, 3 bonus, 2 bio. I code. Um... I work. I care too much about some things and not enough about others. My fiance of 5 years dumped me 3 months ago because he wanted to see someone else. This diary is going to be an outlet for me, to process the hurt that he caused by breaking up with me, and having to see him on a daily basis.