I may as well write in here again. I mean, why not?
I try to be proud of myself. I'm in a master's program and am doing well. I'm trying to finally get my life together. Then I see where my peers are and I'm realizing I'm stuck. I can't find another job that actually pays a living wage and I'm not completely miserable. I've interviewed over and over and it's not working out. There's a lot that I don't think I will ever achieve and not for lack of trying. My life should've started years ago along with everyone else I know and I'm still clawing to get there while remaining where I am. I hate that I dread the simple and genuine questions, "How are you? What have you been up to? Where do you live?", because I can't answer them with confidence. Oh well. This is certainly a "me" problem. Off to send out my resume to more places.