My Grown-up Christmas Wish

12/22/2012

"Do you remember me, I sat upon your knee, I wrote to you, With childhood fantasies, Well, I'm all grown up now, And still need help somehow,I'm not a child, But my heart still can dream, So here's my lifelong wish, My grown up christmas list, Not for myself, But for a world in need, No more lives torn apart,That wars would never start, And time would heal all hearts, And everyone would have a friend, And right would always win, And love would never end, This is my grown up christmas list!"

I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday, no more tears, no more pain. Spend it with loved ones and friends. Take everyday as the gift that has been given to you, cause no anger and pain aganst others and they will do the same for you. Its time we change the way the world is going. If we were nicer to people and not caught up in things that we think we need the world would be a much better place. What if for once we focused on what really matters, like our familys and friends. We are truly blessed we just have to open our eyes to realize just how blessed we are! I have had many things go wrong for me this year. My so called love of my life left me for another women while we were planing our wedding. My nannie almost passed away, my parents almost lost there home and I had to put my best friend, Brutes down. It has been a trying year for me but Im a stonger person for it. Im very blessed I have a wonderful boyfriend that treats me like gold, my nannies better then she ever has been. As for my brutie, I know it was his time to go, i have the most wonderful memories of him I i cherrished everyday we had with him. As for our home, dad got a new job and is making more money and was able to pay everything off.

Though everything we have been though this year it was for the better. My family is happier than they have ever been, everyone is getting along, we have a new understanding of each other a sense of unity I guess you could call it. My mother has even started going to church, a mericle in its self. It going to be a wonderful year for us next year, not because everythings going well but because we have each other to pull us though anything. I have leaned a very valuable lesson this year as long as you have a family that loves you, your the richest person in the world. So I want to take this time and wish everyone a wonderful Chrsitmas and all the best for the new year! May you relize just how blessed you truly are!

Jessica