stuck.

08/27/2009

everything's getting more frustrating, im used to a busy life and like it that way. but when im stayin here its jus a lazy dark place with nothing to do. so i try to stay as busy as i can with no way to get anywhere and no job. its not easy.

i miss my steve so much right now. we only get 2 days a week because his dumbass roomates said thats all they want me over.(because they so see me when im there anyway) and when i thought i could spend most of the day saturday with him. things changed to where he can only pick me up friday night and drop me off early the next morning before he goes to work. and then i dont get to see him for another like 4 or more days. which sucks. nothing seems fair right now. i jus want something to work. one thing to go forward. anything.

i was gonna save my money to take care of stuff i need... but im used to goin without. i might jus go down to tj's sooner then later. i need a break.