[12:57 am] Another 4th of July alone. As if getting my wisdom tooth pulled and one molar wasn't bad enough, I find out that Sarah's pregnant.
I don't think anyone from Open Diary is on here so I'll fill you in. This was when I was on prose box.
Back in February I saw this beautiful redhead comment in a Fallout 4 post. The guy who posted it asked if we could tell a story in three words. She said, "True love fails" or "True love ends" or something along those lines. I had seen her before and saw that she was married. I didn't say anything and I sent her a message that day. We talked for nearly three months. She told me she loved me. She sent me half way nude pictures. Her tits had hearts over them and the rest were like that. All the good stuff was censored with soap or hearts. Her husband found out and blocked me. So she said. I still don't believe it. We still talked but it was less each day. Then one day it was a week. I pretended to kill myself and yeah that's crazy and all, but it worked.
I guess she worked things out with that abusive son of a bitch. Ugly ass balding mother fucker.
She blocked me on Instagram, Facebook, you name it. I'm probably blocked.
I feel like vomiting. I can't describe what I'm feeling. I don't know how to describe it. It's... Do you know what I mean? I'm shaking a D I want to throw up. It's almost as if you got in a roller coaster and feeling everything drop when you go over a hill or in a loop.
The abusive guys always win.
Hey, maybe I'll die when my teeth get pulled? That sounds alot better than feeling what I'm feeling right now.
I'd anyone does read this, I'm sure you'd want to know what's so special about this girl. She was beautiful, sweet, and said I was handsome. She said, "I love you" but true love fails.
So here are some photos. It helps when you can see what I'm talking about. The ugly guy with baby teeth and ugly hair is her abusive husband. He's the one in the blue shirt standing next to her holding up a shirt.