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eadigteon's Diary
by eadigteon

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the spiral

11/08/2011

One day, you're pretty happy with where you are. You have some good friends, good place, your job is treating you right, you can actually save some money, and a God's honest vacation is in the works.

Then it all goes sideways...

Your friends turn into massive sexual organs relative to their individual sex, you start to get this feeling your landlady doesn't like you anymore, your boss starts giving you shit for doing a piss-poor job (when you are doing more than he is, even), something pops up that requires you to take on more debt than you are confident you can handle and eats all your savings, and that loss of money shoots your hopes of that vacation right to shit.

Top it all off with your gaming buddies picking the guy that almost ruined your life over you... and you can't even fall back on hiding in your dark cave and shooting fake people with your fake friends to make it through your lack-luster life.

...wow... why do I even bother to try to make anything happen in my life?
Why am I not allowed to be content? Why can't I be happy? Why am I cursed to this life of constant let-downs?

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i SO feel your pain. i too am cursed it would seem.. the universe throws spears at you every time you think "it shouldnt be this bad". i have the fake flaky friends as well, NO money, i get SSI and every month its gone within 2 weeks.. so i can definitely relate. [this month im already broke..which is VERY bad.. going to have to get some help managing $] its hard to keep that money in your pocket though when you HAVE to eat and buy things. and whos there during times like these, when its all falling apart? when we are struggling? and understanding? ..never. and you try to tell yourself these positive things maybe, but.. what good does it do? esp the cliches. i could shoot someone for reciting a friggin cliche to me. its all made up bs, to try to keep you "ok" when things are not. and only work for those who are blind individuals. or the ones that have so much hope/happiness and all that i guess. -=shrug=- i dont know. but i hope things look up for you soon. maybe you could take a smallish vacation, take a trip pretty close to wherever you are and chill there for a day or two. ? idk, just throwing stuff out there. dont let the "let-downs" pull you under. take care.

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