Venting.

09/24/2009

strike

I spend every evening seeing my hubby for like....15 minutes? Don't know what to do about it though. I just told him that I would have to have a talk with Jess about this. I could unerstand him having to go down and check the birds every evening when they were smaller because she went down every night as well. He would do the early check and her the late. But now they only have to be checked once so why can't he do it some evenings and her the other? He also has to go and feed her animals...dogs, goats, and horses. WTF? She has something wrong...they thought hernia but she never said for sure except that they didn't think it was after all. But anywho she's not suppose to lift anything heavy for like 6 weeks...and it's been a good damn while since this. She doesn't pay anything to him for it he just does it to be nice. Anyways when I mentioned saying something to her about the birds he was like it takes what...15 minutes and I don't mind doing it. Besides I don't want to start a bunch of bickering and such and lose my job. I was like so you would lose your wife and not your job? He was like "what is your problem? I just can't deal with you this week." got up and walked out. That right there is my problem. That and her bitching about the time that Buck and Cory left work early before things were done that needed to be done and saying how it ends up cutting into our family time and that is very inconsiderate of them. Yet she does it every fucking day. I know what my problem is...it's PMS. But I don't look at it as just something that causes me to be bitchy for no good reason, just that I'm more honest about every little thing that irks me instead of bottling it up. My house is a disastor and I know I say it all the time but it is seriously. My period makes me super freaking tired the first day or day before I start and today I just couldn't operate. I went to work til 1. We went on lunch and I ate half a sammich then laid down. I told him to wake me up in 20 minutes which he did. We had to run down to her house to take her this bolt that broke so she could get more. I stayed in the car and after a bit the both of them came out and she was picking on my asking me why I was pulling a "Cory" on her. Basically meaning being lazy. I was like no I'm not and if I was I would have a cell in my hand texting if I was. He does that all the time to. anyways here Jeff asked her if I could take the rest of the afternoon off cause it was really pointless for both of us to be working when it was a one person job for the time being. She didn't care and said I earned it. I was mad that he said something without telling me and the whole Cory thing but I didn't mind the time off. I came home and slept till 3:15. I don't know. He thinks he can't deal with me? Hell, I can't even attempt to deal with him because he's never fucking home. Sorry had to vent. I told him to go cuddle up with her tonight being as he does everything else for her and I can't even get him to sit next to me for 5 whole minutes and hold me or have a conversation with me.