Today is my fifth day without texting Grant. I'm doing remarkably well, but I am still aware that I'm counting the days, which can't really be a good thing. I'm reading the book 'He's Just Not That Into You' and it all rings true with regards to Grant. James doesn't know I have that book, I read it on the bus to and from work! lol.
I just wonder if Grant will ever text me on his own accord, or will there be a day where I just give in completely and get in touch with him. But, he's just not that into me I suppose........ lol. ♥
I spoke with James about moving house last night and I tried to tell him how much I needed a change and I want the nice things in life. I sometimes feel like we're still living as students with our mismatched interior and clothes-horses full of wet washing in the living room. I just don't think he seems to understand how much I want to move house! If only he knew what I've been up to with Grant for the past six weeks, however innocent it has now turned out to be I did have some very serious thoughts about a change in my life and I can't forget that. All I can do is keep talking to him and keep at it, I need to move out of this flat and into a new house and a new life, especially with my new job!
I want to arrange some viewings for the four properties I found online the other day. James wants to wait a few weeks until we both have Saturdays off, but I want to do it now in case these houses get snapped up! We do get Wednesday mornings free together, but that's the time we use to go to the gym. Maybe waiting three weeks for those weekends together would be worth it, I did give James a bit of a hard time about it because there's always a reason with him to wait to do something, he never wants to go for it! lol. I think I need to apologise to him for jumping the gun a little bit and maybe keep searching for more properties to view when we do get a chance..... |
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