never not beautiful;
by cherie_xx

it's a long shot.

03/22/2009

It's not even 7am on a Sunday morning and I am wide awake and on the computer! What's up with that? lol. At least I get a nice long day off, rather than wasting it by sleeping until lunchtime.

I only have two weeks left at work now before I start my new job at Brandbank. It's still scary and exciting all at the same time. It's just going to feel so weird not walking into that shop everyday.

I was a bit of a silly yesterday and my lunch was so boring, I ended up sending Grant a text message. It didn't say much, I just wondered what he'd been up to in the week I hadn't spoke to him. He's yet to reply.....lol. But it was a big football and rugby day yesterday, so I imagine he's busy. Argh, am I learning nothing from 'He's Not That Into You'!?!?!?

I'm going to do lots of holiday planning today to keep me busy while James plays with his new phone. He finally took the plunge and bought himself the T-Mobile G1 Google phone, he's so excited and now I want one too! lol. Anyway, I think focusing on my holiday now is the best thing for me to do and put all that stuff with Grant behind me, especially if he's not talking to me anymore.

I wonder if the 'Bloop-about-it-then-it-all-gets-better' rule applies this time. Every time I moan about Grant not getting in touch he ends up messaging me on the day or the day after, so we'll see! lol. I'm going to wait a bit longer to hear from him and then if I don't then I'll go ahead and change all my privacy settings on Facebook so Grant can see everything, even my relationship status with James - I wonder if he'll even notice!

EDIT: I just saw Grant on Facebook chat, he's hardly ever on that. I didn't start a conversation with him, but I did update my status so he knew I was online. Nothing. No message or text so far. He was only on Facebook for a few minutes though.

EDIT 2: I caught Grant on Facebook again. Still didn't speak to him and he disappeared after just a few minutes again. What's his deal? What's MY deal!?!? I'm still quite clearly obsessed with him..... I think it may be time to change my Facebook privacy settings back to normal and stop blocking my relationship status from Grant! What do you think?