What follows is a txt conversation I had with Grant on Thursday night.
Thursday February 19th
Grant: "My day was ok, beta now i'm in the pub- with my wallet! I agreed 2a d8 wiv my m8's sis! He'l kill me when he finds out! I kinda promised i wudn't, but she's been badgerin me 4 ages! Actually I best tell him now b4 he finds out elsewhere."
Me: "glad the wallet is bak. m8's sister is dodgy territory! lol. gd luck wit tht! whn is ur hot date? can't picture u bein badgered in2 a date, but i'm wrkin on it."
Grant: "I knw it's dodgy! Been in that situation b4 & it didn't turn out 2 gd! Wtf mite aswel take the dive, its been at least a month lol! Dnt u think we;r a lil far apart 4a d8? Unless I stay at urs?"
Me: "lol. yeh wht the hell! stayin at mine is nt an option. sorry. i like london, its neutral. but hey no rush! u soundlike a busy guy! lol. jus throwin it out there!"
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After then came silence. I've not heard from him in two days. I'm confused. I cannot get him off my mind.
I lay in the bed in James' arms last night and silently wept, I'm not sure why. Because I betrayed James so much already, or because I cannot come to terms with the fact that Grant may not talk to me ever again. I'm going to black out on Grant for a few days and see what happens. I'm busy today cleaning the flat and tomorrow my parents are coming to visit for my mum's birthday.
I'll see what happens. I cannot imagine Grant to just ignore my texts without good reason. Maybe I'm just too naive and saw too much good in him, it was all a bit too good to be true. |

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