it's nearly my birthday again  another bloody year older, and what has changed in the past year? I'm so scared of getting older and achieving nothing in my life..sure people say Ive done stuff but what? still in the same shit job, earning buttons when others my age are married with kids and mortgages and good jobs and Im still stuck at home earning crap money and alone as usual 
I don't even know where to start to try and change all that. still living the old lie and looking like no way out of that either.
Urgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh FML!!
on the plus side Im slowly losing a few pounds, trying to keep it up as i have a mini goal to lose a stone in total by July 9th, annabel's having a birthday do and i think it'll be fancy dress, I don't want to look like a twat so...better get cracking!
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I'm not married with kids! But I know what you mean, feels like SOOO much pressure sometimes, ugh! You're awesome, so don't you worry xxx
