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Doing my best...That's all I can do.
by Just_live

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Isn't it something

05/09/2009









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So, mothers day is coming up.
I have to figure out what to get for my gramma.
I'm just going to clean up the house and get cat food for mom.
And we're making Jakes mom this picture frame that has one of the ultra sounds in it.
She likes pictures, so I figured it would be a good idea.

I wrote a letter to Zach the other day.
I've been trying to write to the baby for a long time now, but now that I know i'm having a boy it makes it easier.
I want to write to him through out the pregnancy and for a while afterwards.
Then when he's older i'm going to give him the book with everything in it and let him read it.
I want to do that for all my kids.

We're getting the ultra sounds laminated so that they never get messed up.
I'm going to put those in the book.
Once I get a camera i'm going to start taking pictures of everyone that way I can put them in there and tell him all about the important people his life too.

It seems like every time I have an ultra sound appointment everything becomes more and more real for me.
The first one was amazing.
Getting to listen to his little heart beat and see how big he was.
And this one was even better, not just because I got to find out that he was a boy.
But I feel closer to him now.
I'm not wondering if it's my little girl or my little boy i'm talking to.
I know it's Zach.
I know it's my son in there kicking me, and going crazy.
I can actually imagine all the things that i'm going to do with him while he's growing up.
And it made it even better that i'm giving Jake the son that hes been hoping for.

Jake is taking mining classes next month.
And i'm looking for a job.

We had to give Kali back to her owners the other day though.
It was the right thing to do.
They really did love her, and if the pet port had picked her up the day she got away the whole mess would have been taken care of anyway.
I cried though.
I'm going to miss my beautiful girl.
Whos real name is Sheba by the way.
lol.

And Artemis still has Bella.

Christy and Shane live with David now.
So it's even more amazing to go and visit because we get to see David too!
He's super excited to put Zach in a dress and take pictures to embarrass him to his future girlfriends one day. lol.
I told him he could.
Because i'm an EVIL mom.

Oh, last part of my amazing entry..
We're planning a trip to the zoo soon!!!!!
I'm so excited.
You have NO idea.
lol.

I think that's all for now though.
We're about to go, and i've run out of things to say.


Later <3



love must be as much a light...
as it is a flame.

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