|i did it, even though i swore i would never do it. we are just too different and its not possible.|
but i fell for you..
we met only a few months ago, and everyone could see it happening. they could see me falling, and they tried to stop it. but it was hopeless, we found a way around it. but it cant work, at least not right now. what am i supposed to do when all i want is for you to be lying next to me?
those few precious moments we get on the phone, are amazing. i wish i could talk to you forever.
do you know that every second i'm not talking to you, i think that i'm crazy, that i'm wasting my time, that someone else would be more sensible for me? every second. but, when we talk, even for that 10 minutes, i know why i waste my time on you. and even if its just for that 10 minutes, it makes me realize that you're worth it.