Oh, be my baby. I'll look after you.

I'm so glad you're liking being back there I know how you feel with the busyness! I have 12 credits, then a non-credit algebra class twice a week. (so fifteen credits, basically.) I can't even imagine working a part-time job, let alone a full time one o.O

You're doing better than me! lol

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You'll be plenty busy with all of your classes and work. It's good to just not do anything.

Glad you went back.

xoxo,

bee♥ {+1}

RYC: UGH, Tyler's a douche bag.

Anyway. Here:




my mom told me those were on facebook. I was like, yer fucking me. :| haha.

xoxo,

bee♥ {+1}

ryc; mine's cuz I failed the math part of the assessment test I have to take it to be "on the correct level" for college math

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OMG you're back! it's chanel I missed you so much!

i loved the feeling of being one of the top employees at my old job. makes you feel great! i wouldn't be able to go to school full time & work full time lol. go amber!
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crazybeautiful;

Math is my WORST subject too. Thankfully we're allowed to use calculators in the class I'm taking this semester or I would probably fail again.

Good luck with the rest of your classes!!

RYC: I hope I get it too, that'd be REALLY effing nice.

& I didn't realize how low I could drop it & actually stay ON my feet & not touch the floor with my hands. I've gotten better in the last couple weeks, & I don't even dance that much.

After this, though, my legs were JELLO. I had to grab on to someone before I fell over on my way to smoke, lol.

xoxo,

bee♥ {+1}

woop, i'm glad you're loving it back there! :]

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YAY FOR SCHOOL! I can tutor you in math!!!!! Maybe! It's been awhile since I took math. I do work at a Bank .... but it's not the same. Not the useless stuff you need to take at school

People calling and texting can wait! Because you need to be safe

I'm glad you're back at Coffee Bean May as well be happy!!!!! And it's always nice to be appreciated at work!

YAY FOR BENEFITS!!!!

Love you lil sisssss!

RYC: I love the picture of me and Jason hehe

I thought it was cheesecake, but it was actually a mocha ice cream cake .... SOOOOOO GOOD!

I'm almost all better!!!!!! Just about four more days of medication. So I'm glad! I like feeling better

I'm glad your feeling good about your decision to go back to the Coffee Bean. Sounds like a pretty good deal with the health benefits and schedule. It's a lot easier to work a job when you feel good and appreciated. We were busy like that at my job the other day. (I work in the wireless department at Wally World). I had one person trying to exchange her phone, another wanting to activate her pre paid phone, three guys wanting me to run their credit to get Sprint and then another who wanted to ask me a million questions about a blue tooth. I was like WTF?! It was a MONDAY! And I was the only one working but at least time flew by.

I'm so proud of you for working and going to school. I want to be like Amber when I grow up No really, lol...I'm supposed to start school this fall as long as I get me a decent running car and then I'll be doing the same thing. Scary. I hope you hit the gym like you planned. I haven't been to the gym in months and I hate myself for it. I really gotta get my motivation back.

*HUGS* ♥

already gone.

RYC: That's where it becomes difficult. When we first broke up, I was moving out of state. I still good, but I don't have the money to do it & now that I could possibly have a job here, it's hard to move. Especially when I have all of my friends and family here.

Then it comes to him. We're practically addicted to each other & it's just so damn hard. We're both going out of town in two weeks & I'm going to do whatever I want without thinking about him & see if it feels right.

This is why we broke up: because I didn't have a job so I stayed home with my daughter all day & when he got off work, all I wanted to do was be with him. We lived in a one bedroom house with a one year old, so we NEVER had a break from each other because she slept in our room so we were both in our little living room all the time. I hated it when he went out because I was always home with Ella, he never was. I'd go through his phone because of past trust issues, & I had no right to do that, either.

He's very independent, & my ex-fiance WAS independent, yet he loved it when I relied on him. Tyler's not used to having two people rely on him. That & I'm his first relationship that's lasted more than a couple months, thanks to him being so damn independent.

I know it's not fair to me, but I also know he is & I was suffocating him, I KNOW I was. Yeah, there are a few things that he needs to work on too. & he has gotten a lot better. I'm not going to just believe it after 5 weeks.

I am scared to go back to him but I'm scared to be without him. He knows me better than I know myself & he accepts all of me - other than being clingy - & I accept all of him. It's like I almost don't want to waste the time in getting to know someone new, lol.

I don't know what I want, I probably won't know for a very long time.

xoxo,

bee♥ {+1}

Good luck with school! I know you're gonna be doing well now that you're so comfortable back at your old job =]

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I love sports, and Jason hates them, which is pretty funny!

Yeah .... he worked from like 2am-9:30 am .... came home for a bit .... then had to go back out for a job at like 3 .... ewwww.

I wouldn't enjoy getting up at 3:30 am either! EEWWWW! haha

I think you will do great in school! You will do amazing things. I LOVE YOU! xoxo

Don't burn out hun! I can't keep up with you. I do want to go back to school though...Not sure yet. It's addicting.

Ryc: Well, I'm not moving in with him yet :/ I would love to though, but it's not the right time. It's good to know that I would have you there I just don't want to worry about him everytime he's with his friends. Who knows, maybe I'll think they're cool lol.

I hate math too! I've always struggled with it...That and science. I've had countless arguments with Tim from him helping me with math! Haha.

Yeahhhh. I used to really be into sports. But I don't watch them too much anymore, because he gets bored hahaha We are an odd couple hey?

He did have a long day, so hasn't been feeling too well. But hopefully he feels better soon.

He only had to work til about 1 today, so he had a nap before I came home. He is surprisingly in a good mood considering! haha

I love you more xoxo

Glad you're enjoying The Coffee Bean! It must be nice for you to be back somewhere you're familiar with & know the people there! & congrats to Jenn! (:♥

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