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Shadows Of Fantasia........
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

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We were not put here to be bullied by a defeated kingdom.

11/14/2019

I am going to go through this one more time to let you know that whatever you are going through, you are not alone. I will start at the bottom, my feet, the soles had turned black and rotted off. My ankles like to swell up and get all puffy, and it burns. My legs have those ezcema pimples all over them, and the hexagon vein looking pattern that indicate radiation poisoning. I get pulsating sensations happen in my legs, you can actually see the skin moving. I will skip to my chest, and ribs, which have had what I call holes bored into them. Whatever is in my body is able to spit out an acid of sorts that temporarily numbs your skin, allowing whatever damage is inteneded to happen. I have major spine and neck bone problems, disintegrated and disinigrating discs in my neck. Lordosis and Kyphosis at the same time. PAINFUL does not even begin to describe it. Brain swelling, neck swells so much that can barely swallow,. I was bedridden for a while, and could barely take a few steps without collapsing. I have parasites, as well as nanotechnoogy which allow for highly illegal and criminal acts to be perpetrated against me. The federal government does not even deny what they are doing anymore, and asking for an apology does not even begin to cover it. What has been done to me on a daily basis for 30 years is unheard of and unprecedented. You have no idea what it is like to be literally tortured in mind and body, daily, and if you do know what its like then I am sorry for you. I have discovered their weaponry has been used on me since birth, starting at age 5 I remember being grabbed in the dark by what I describe as a shadow person. Completely black shape like your shadow casts on the ground, only its solid, so obviously a person. I have been targeted by DEW weapons, as well as having their invisibility technology used to spy on me, in shape form. I can prove everything that I am saying, so don't bother saying anything nasty. My hands burn alot, and swell up, but the thing around my neck is of most concern to me. I remember the day that it cracked my skull so loudly that it was heard across the room, and I felt something huge fall down from my head to my side/stomach area. My mouth has been taken over by this monster which I also can show if necessary. I am done hiding what is going on, I dont give 2 cents if you like what you are hearing. You try having thoughts that are not yours projected into your head daily, and I say this loud and clear WHAT IS BEHIND THEIR PROGRAMMING AND WEAPONRY IS DEMONIC to the full hilt. There is nothing about targeting human citizens that is funny. Being virtually raped and trafficked against your will. WHY? Not because of what you have done, when its been since birth. What kind of sick freaks perpetrate against CHILDREN? Take your horse manure and go, I am done with your lies in the skies and in the Earth. Know this. In the end? YOU LOSE. And...I SEE YOU. Always have. Always will. There is no way to fight this without God. I have only briefly touched the surface of the physical problems that i endure each and every day. The torture and pain is immense and there are no human words to describe what it does to you emotionally. The takedown problem includes your identity, your self worth, self image and self self self. So if you choose to live for Christ, you no longer have ego and self, so is it no longer supposed to matter to you what they do to your body? I have not personally reached that point yet. I was a singer. I was meant to heal hurting people. And look at me now. But I am not down for the count. I will not bow, or break to the kingdom of darkness. We were not put here to be bullied by a defeated kingdom. And yet that is exactly what is happening to so many of us. Why? Can anyone tell me this? Why? <3

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